Best Living With Dissociative Identity Disorder Podcasts (2025)

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125 | An early Christmas present - what we've read in 2025 1:12:36

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It's that time of year again! (Well, almost … it's actually a bit early.) Collected here is a varied selection of 2025's 'What Are You Reading' book recommendations, nice and early so you can get your Christmas shopping started sooner rather than later! Books and authors discussed in this episode: From ep. 110 Translations by Jumaana Abdu (Michelle…

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The Price of the Podcast: The Risk of Public Disclosure & Addressing Misconceptions of Dissociative Identity Disorder 40:09

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Drew & Garden System share a deep and personal story of how disclosure and having this podcast affected their personal lives. They discuss the consequences of fear and stigma that people with dissociative identity disorder face. They address system management, switching, and littles and how their systems work together to maintain employment and lea…

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124 | How nature can heal your brain with Darryl Jones, author of (Be)Wilder 37:52

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In episode 124, urban ecologist and past guest Darryl Jones returns to discuss the power of nature to heal your brain and other topics from his latest book, (Be)Wilder, which delves into elephants in Thailand, bearded pigs in Borneo, and conservationist farmers in the Snowy Mountains. Darryl also speaks about the recent brain surgery he underwent a…

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Supporting the Challenges of Living with Dissociative Identity Disorder 53:31

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An unscripted interview: Drew & Garden System discuss supporting the challenges of living with dissociative identity disorder. Topics include disclosure, boundaries, and ideas for those who are supporting loved ones with DID. Thank you to our sponsors: Healing Selves Therapeutics To Life! Counseling Follow us on Instagram: @acoupleofmultiples, @not…

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123 | How to sell a million copies with Matt Rogers, author of 'The Forsaken' 41:44

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How do you write thirty-five novels in a decade and sell a million copies while doing it? Bestselling author Matt Rogers is here to share his secrets. Matt began writing fiction at age six, then dropped out of university to pursue writing full time. He discusses the differences in traditional and self-publishing, how his obsession with philosophy h…

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Understanding Recovery & 12 Steps for Dissociative Identities: An Interview with Dr. Jamie+ Marich 1:02:28

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Drew & Garden System have an illuminating conversation with Dr. Jamie+ Marich on recovery, the 12 step program, and dissociative identity disorder. They touch on important topics such as sponsors, adaptations and language, and considerations needed for recovery. Resources: https://jamiemarich.substack.com/p/does-aa-work Thank you to our sponsors: T…

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122 | Bonus ep! How to be a fictional character with Felix Shannon 28:07

3M ago28:07

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In episode 122, Ashley asks fellow crime fiction fan and podcaster what it's like to find yourself as a fictional character in a new novel from one of your favourite authors. Felix 'Flex' Shannon shares his experience of being fictionalised in the latest mystery novel from Sulari Gentill, Five Found Dead. Hear from Sulari in ep 121! Felix Shannon i…

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Ketamine Assisted Therapy & Dissociative Identity Disorder: An Interview with Melissas Parker, LMHC 1:16:24

3M ago1:16:24

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Drew & Garden System discuss all things related to ketamine-assisted psychotherapy, other psychedelics, and dissociative identity disorder with Melissas Parker, LMHC. Thank you to our sponsors: (sponsorship of this episode does not indicate an endorsement of KAP or psychedelic therapies.) Healing Selves Therapeutics - https://www.healingselvesthera…

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121 | The crucial element is not panicking with Sulari Gentill, author of 'Five Found Dead' 45:32

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When bestselling author Sulari Gentill was diagnosed with stage four cancer, she decided to write the ending she wanted. In episode 121, she joins James and Ashley to discuss her seventeenth novel, Five Found Dead, which features a main character riding the Orient Express to celebrate his recent cancer recovery – and who ends up solving several mur…

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Queering EMDR Therapy & Understanding Dissociation in the LGBTQIA+ Community: An Interview with Rev. Karla Fleshman LCSW, MDiv 1:11:55

4M ago1:11:55

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Drew & Garden System have an open-hearted discussion with Rev. Karla Fleshman on her contributions to Queering EMDR Therapy, an upcoming book edited by Roshni Chabra LMFT and with a forward by Dr. Jamie Marich. They dive into Rev. Karla's battle with cancer, spirituality, how gender identity can contribute to dissociative experiences, and how one c…

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120 | If society collapses, head to the beach with Michelle Prak, author of 'Barren Cape' 33:46

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In episode 120, bestselling author Michelle Prak discusses how she set her latest thriller against the backdrop of Australia's housing crisis and why she writes flawed, sometimes rash characters. She also reflects on how growing up in a lower socio-economic home influenced her love of reading and her ambition to be a writer, and also how it delayed…

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Differential Diagnosis: Dissociative Identity Disorder: An Interview with Dr. Mike Lloyd 1:12:01

4M ago1:12:01

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Drew & Garden System engage Dr. Mike Lloyd of the CTAD clinic in the UK in an educational conversation about recognizing, diagnosing, and treating dissociative identity disorder. Thank you to our episode sponsors: Healing Selves Therapeutics https://www.healingselvestherapeuticspllc.com/ & To Life! Counseling https://tolifecounseling.com/ Visit our…

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Karl Bushby 12:01

4M ago12:01

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Rachel Teichman, LMSW, and Victor Varnado, KSN, step into the boots of Karl Bushby, a British adventurer on a mission to walk an unbroken path around the world. His journey spans continents, visa struggles, and frozen tundra. Listeners learn that his expedition, the Goliath Expedition, has been ongoing since 1998. This episode is all about stamina,…

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Graham Cracker 7:36

4M ago7:36

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Victor Varnado, KSN, and Rachel Teichman, LMSW, crunch into the sweet and surprisingly moralistic history of the graham cracker. Originally created as a healthy food to curb sinful desires, its story takes a far stranger path than you'd expect. The episode blends snack-time trivia with cultural history in the most delicious way. Don't miss this fla…

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Trial Of Sean Combs 17:43

4M ago17:43

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Rachel Teichman, LMSW, and Victor Varnado, KSN, explore the complex history behind the legal troubles involving Sean "Diddy" Combs. The hosts unpack high-profile courtroom moments and public reactions with a blend of curiosity and clarity. One interesting fact: the legal proceedings had major implications for the hip-hop industry in the early 2000s…

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Ozzy Osbourne & Malcolm-Jamal Warner 12:50

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In this unforgettable episode, Rachel Teichman, LMSW, and Victor Varnado, KSN, read through the Wikipedia page for the "gay bomb"—a non-lethal chemical weapon concept actually proposed by a U.S. military lab in 1994. The strange idea was to deploy an aphrodisiac to disrupt enemy morale, highlighting one of the more bizarre chapters in military brai…

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Exploring Expressive Arts for Dissociative Disorders: An Interview with Alix Amar, LCSW 44:50

4M ago44:50

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Drew and Garden System have an artistic discussion with Alix Amar, LCSW about various express arts activities and how they can be beneficial for survivors of trauma particularly those with dissociative identity disorder. Specific expressive artistic activities are explained and resources for trainings and continued exercises are provided throughout…

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119 | Becoming a stranger to yourself with Nathan Dunne, author of 'When Nothing Feels Real' 38:32

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In episode 119, debut author Nathan Dunne joins us to discuss his memoir, When Nothing Feels Real, which shares the story of his onset of severe depersonalisation and his quest to find a diagnosis. He shares the challenge of conveying his experience to those unfamiliar with the condition, his multi-year challenge to reach a proper diagnosis, and th…

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Recovering From Eating Disorders When You Have DID: An Interview with Monika Ostroff LICSW, CEDS-S 1:27:55

5M ago1:27:55

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Drew & Garden System interview Monika Ostroff LICSW, CEDS-S (creator and host of Healing My Parts Podcast) and talk about treatment for eating disorders when a client also has dissociative identity disorder. In depth topics include navigating different selves, their eating behaviors and working on internal communication. They discuss the impact of …

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118 | Cybercrime, murder and audiobooks - behind the scenes on 'Like, Follow, Die' 28:23

5M ago28:23

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Ashley's brand new thriller Like, Follow, Die is out now as an audiobook exclusive from Audible! In episode 118, Ashley discusses the book's unique development and what it was like working with an ensemble cast of prominent Australian actors to bring her third book to life. Like, Follow, Die is a "shattering and provocative psychological thriller t…

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Ritual Abuse & Dissociative Identity Disorder: An Interview with Dr. Alison Miller 1:20:00

5M ago1:20:00

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Drew & Garden System have an insightful and informative conversation with Dr. Alison Miller, the author of Demystifying Mind Control & Ritual Abuse: A Manual for Therapists. Dr. Alison Miller shares important signs that therapists should be aware of when assessing for ritual abuse in their clients with DID and provides education on overcoming the p…

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Magical Negro 17:25

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Victor Varnado, KSN and Rachel Teichman, LCSW explore the origins and critiques of the “Magical Negro” trope in literature and film. This character type, often portrayed as a wise Black figure whose main role is to help the white protagonist, is examined through a cultural and historical lens. The episode raises thoughtful questions about represent…

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Charlie The Unicorn 14:17

6M ago14:17

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Rachel Teichman, LMSW and Victor Varnado, KSN dive into the bizarre and whimsical world of Charlie the Unicorn, the viral animated short that took the internet by storm in the mid-2000s. As they read through the Wikipedia page, listeners learn how a simple quest for a candy mountain spiraled into a cult classic. The episode uncovers the surreal hum…

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Gay Bomb 6:50

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In this unforgettable episode, Rachel Teichman, LMSW, and Victor Varnado, KSN, read through the Wikipedia page for the "gay bomb"—a non-lethal chemical weapon concept actually proposed by a U.S. military lab in 1994. The strange idea was to deploy an aphrodisiac to disrupt enemy morale, highlighting one of the more bizarre chapters in military brai…

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117 | Writing towards your greatest fear with Melanie Cheng, author of 'The Burrow' 44:25

6M ago44:25

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Award-winning author Melanie Cheng joins James and Ashley to discuss her writing practice, her pet rabbit, and The Burrow, her 'most personal book' and its many parallels to her own life. She also shares her experience of writing toward her greatest fear, coming to terms with her cyclical writing process, and how teaching narrative to medical stude…

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Joy Buzzer 5:14

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Victor Varnado, KSN and Rachel Teichman, LCSW get a jolt of amusement diving into the prankster classic—the joy buzzer. This electric gag device has been shocking unsuspecting victims (mildly, of course) since the early 20th century. The episode unravels the invention’s surprising origins and why it’s become a symbol of playful mischief. It's a cha…

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Passive Aggressive Behavior 7:51

6M ago7:51

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Tension bubbles just below the surface as Rachel Teichman, LCSW and Victor Varnado, KSN explore the slippery concept of passive-aggressive behavior. Whether it’s silent treatment or backhanded compliments, the episode unpacks how this indirect form of expression shows up in everyday interactions. A fun fact? Psychologists once classified it as a pe…

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Finding the Right Care: Inpatient Treatment For Dissociative Identity Disorder, Interview with Donna Earle LPC, CCTP 1:31:41

6M ago1:31:41

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Drew & Garden System discuss in-patient/hospitalization care for people living with dissociative identity disorder with Donna Earle, LPC, CCPT. They cover important topics such as helpful tips for hospital staff, the differences between the different levels of care, and identifying potential treatment centers. Please note that the hospitals and tre…

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116 | Bonus ep! 'Cold Truth' Live with Ashley & James 1:00:52

6M ago1:00:52

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If you missed hearing Ashley and James live in conversation at the launch of Cold Truth, we've got the full event recording for you here, complete with fake nazi invasions, terrifying cybercrime stats, and the satisfying crunch of James being forced to try genuine Manitoban dill pickle chips. Thanks to local bookseller Roaring Stories for hosting t…

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Using EMDR to Heal When You Have Dissociative Identity Disorder: An Interview with Amy Wagner, LMFT/LMHC 1:01:13

6M ago1:01:13

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Drew & Garden System have a candid conversation with Amy Wagner, LMFT/LMHC! Amy Wagner is an EMDRIA approved consultant and they all discuss the many dos and don'ts of using EMDR when clients live with dissociative identity disorder. They discuss the eight phases, resourcing skills, and what to do when clients dissociate or switch during session. Y…

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Jigglypuff 8:15

7M ago8:15

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Victor Varnado, KSN and Rachel Teichman, LCSW sing the praises of one of Pokémon’s most melodious characters: Jigglypuff! Known for its adorable appearance and sleep-inducing lullabies, Jigglypuff has charmed fans since the '90s. The duo dives into its unique role in battles and pop culture, including its unexpected persistence with that microphone…

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Identity Document Forgery 13:43

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Rachel Teichman, LCSW and Victor Varnado, KSN navigate the sneaky world of fake IDs and forged papers in this eye-opening episode. From altered passports to entirely counterfeit driver's licenses, the hosts uncover how document forgery has evolved over time. Did you know that some forgeries are so convincing they've fooled major government agencies…

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Harlan Ellison Part 2 11:29

7M ago11:29

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Continuing their examination of Harlan Ellison, Rachel Teichman, LCSW, and Victor Varnado, KSN, return for Part 2 to cover more of Ellison’s controversies and trouble with the law. Ellison’s impact on speculative fiction is undeniable, and his outspoken nature only deepened his mystique. An unapologetically bold end to a fascinating figure’s story.…

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Harlan Ellison Part 1 12:42

7M ago12:42

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Kicking off a two-part deep dive, Victor Varnado, KSN, and Rachel Teichman, LCSW, begin exploring the life of prolific science fiction author Harlan Ellison. Known for his fiery personality and genre-defying work, Ellison challenged norms in both literature and television. This first installment touches on his early career, notable short stories, a…

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115 | Where's my 'Menopause: What's Happening to Me?' book with Jay Martin, author of 'Boom Town Snap' 47:13

7M ago47:13

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How did Jay Martin go from an award-winning memoir to a fiction manuscript she ultimately abandoned? And what did she learn that helped her craft her debut novel, Boom Town Snap? Jay talks with Ashley and James about what toxic workplaces have in common with abusive relationships, and how we get trapped in toxic relationships at the community level…

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Learn to Recognize Dissociation with Dorinna Ruh, LCSW 1:42:27

7M ago1:42:27

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Did you know that dissociative disorders are almost as common as mood disorders? Drew & Garden System chat with Dorinna Ruh, LCSW and cover valuable information about prevalence rates, how to recognize dissociation in yourself or in your client, ways to assess for a dissociative disorder, and a few EMDR tips as well! If you're working with complex …

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Dozens (Game) 13:44

7M ago13:44

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Rachel Teichman, LCSW, and Victor Varnado, KSN, explore the cultural roots and social impact of "playing the dozens"—a verbal sparring game of witty insults. The episode traces the tradition’s influence on modern-day comedy, battle rap, and everyday banter. You’ll also learn about its African-American origins and how it's both a bonding and competi…

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Baby Pac-Man 4:08

7M ago4:08

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Victor Varnado, KSN, and Rachel Teichman, LCSW, dive into the hybrid world of Baby Pac-Man, a unique arcade game that combined video gaming with pinball mechanics. This 1982 title broke the mold by offering gameplay that seamlessly shifted between a digital maze and a physical pinball table. The episode explores how the game was both innovative and…

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Tamagotchi Effect 10:29

7M ago10:29

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Rachel Teichman, LCSW, and Victor Varnado, KSN, click through the quirky digital attachment known as the Tamagotchi Effect. This psychological phenomenon describes the emotional bond people form with virtual pets and even robots. First sparked by the late-'90s toy craze, the effect has implications for our growing relationships with AI and technolo…

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Pop It 5:11

7M ago5:11

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Get ready to fidget as Victor Varnado, KSN, and Rachel Teichman, LCSW, pop into the viral toy sensation known as "Pop It." They trace the toy’s rise to fame through TikTok trends and pandemic boredom. Originally patented in 1975, it took decades for the toy to hit mainstream popularity. Whether you've used one for stress relief or just enjoy the sa…

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Dutch Manure Crisis 13:58

7M ago13:58

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Rachel Teichman, LCSW, and Victor Varnado, KSN, explore the surprisingly complicated world of cow poop and environmental policy in this stinky but serious episode. The Dutch manure crisis refers to the overproduction of animal waste due to intensive farming, leading to major ecological and political challenges. In fact, the Netherlands had to imple…

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Indigo Children 15:43

7M ago15:43

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Victor Varnado, KSN, and Rachel Teichman, LCSW, dive into the fascinating world of "Indigo Children," a New Age concept describing kids who are believed to possess special, sometimes supernatural traits. The hosts explore the origins of the idea and how it's been embraced—and criticized—by various communities. Did you know the term gained popularit…

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114 | Bonus ep! Winter Writing Retreat with Lynne Ainsworth 24:46

7M ago24:46

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Lynne Ainsworth is the founder of Writers at the Woolshed, an emerging writer, and a person who 'loves hanging out with people who read and write'. She loves it so much, she not only created a pop-up festival to connect authors with regional readers and writers, she's now hosting the first Winter Writing Retreat, featuring masterclasses with Eleano…

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Episode 37: Male Perversion and Sexual Violence 32:38

7M ago32:38

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Lives of the Unconscious Support our project and get access to the scripts for all episodes: https://www.patreon.com/lives Summary:From catcalling and unsolicited “dick pics” to upskirting and other forms of sexual assault—sexualized violence is omnipresent, especially on social media, and is often perpetrated by men. Research also shows that other…

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Death And Funeral Of Pope Francis 15:33

7M ago15:33

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With the recent passing of Pope Francis, Victor Varnado, KSN, and Rachel Teichman, LMSW, turn to Wikipedia to read about the solemn and detailed traditions that follow the death of a reigning pope. The episode offers a look at how the Catholic Church honors its highest spiritual leader. The hosts highlight fascinating elements like the sealing of t…

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113 | Rewriting your stalker with Pip Drysdale, author of 'The Close-Up' 37:42

8M ago37:42

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How does having a stalker change your life? We talk with bestselling novelist Pip Drysdale about her latest novel 'The Close-Up,' its real-life inspirations, and how surviving a stalker shifted her worldview. We also discuss how to navigate public image and the role anxiety has to play in creative pursuits. Plus, this ep's What Are You Reading? ins…

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Parakeet Re-visited 7:59

9M ago7:59

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Did you know that parakeets are literally just small parrots? No, seriously, it’s true. Listen to more about cute birds as hosted by Victor Varnado, KSN and Rachel Teichman, LMSW. Produced and hosted by Victor Varnado & Rachel Teichman Full Wikipedia article here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parakeet WE APPRECIATE YOUR SUPPORT ON PATREON!https://…

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Fork Re-visited 12:35

9M ago12:35

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You may know forks as the metal or plastic utensil you use to eat food with. This episode is all about those things. Learn more about forks with Rachel Teichman, LMSW and Victor Varnado, KSN. Produced and hosted by Victor Varnado & Rachel Teichman Full Wikipedia article here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fork WE APPRECIATE YOUR SUPPORT ON PATREON!…

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Control Freak Re-visited 3:50

9M ago3:50

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Explore the fascinating world of control freaks in this episode read by Victor Varnado, KSN and Rachel Teichman, LMSW. Did you know that the term "control freak" originated in the 1970s and is used to describe individuals with an excessive need for control in various aspects of their lives? Now listen to this episode or else. WE APPRECIATE YOUR SUP…

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112 | Choosing to have children as a creative with Dinuka McKenzie and Lee Kofman 52:18

9M ago52:18

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What considerations come into choosing to have a baby for creatives? And once baby enters the picture, how do you balance parenting with your creative practice? We ask Dinuka McKenzie and Lee Kofman, two beloved past guests who happen to be both authors and parents, about their decision to have children and how they manage their writing lives as pa…