Welcome to Beyond the Dose, the podcast where healing meets transformation, and purpose takes center stage. This is a space for anyone navigating the complexities of depression, anxiety, grief, trauma, burnout, or simply seeking deeper connection to others, self, and source. We dive into the powerful intersections of science, spirituality, and self-discovery, exploring personal stories of resilience, expert perspectives on mental wellness, and the emerging world of legal psilocybin therapy i ...
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A podcast for post and nuanced Mormons seeking a joyful life as they navigate their faith journey outside of orthodox Mormonism. Donate to Mormonish Podcast here: https://www.mormonishpodcast.org/support
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We are questioning, disrupting and transforming "Normal" to something more sustainable and enriching for us all. Debbie Harrell and her guests are challenging listeners to rethink their current routines & habits, their "shoulds & have-tos" and live more aligned with their passions and purpose. We are sharing stories of individuals who are making impactful changes in the world around them, working to create a more healthy, holistic, and inclusive future. We believe that the power to create so ...
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Join us on re:Purpose, where influential voices from across industries share the journeys that shaped their lives and careers. Through candid conversations, Soles4Souls President and CEO Buddy Teaster explores personal triumphs, professional milestones, and the lessons learned along the way. Whether you're seeking inspiration or practical wisdom, re:Purpose delivers stories that resonate and empower. Rediscover your purpose – one story at a time.
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Hosted by litigation attorney Maxwell Goss, the Litigation War Room offers insight and inspiration for courtroom lawyers. Featuring interviews from leading litigators in every area of law, the podcast provides strategies, resources, and war stories.
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Interviews with museum technology experts conducted by graduate students in The Johns Hopkins University museum studies program.
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On this episode of Mormonish Podcast, Rebecca and Landon are joined by the lovely Jessica to discuss patriarchal blessings and their impact on the lives of faithful LDS. Taking to social media, we asked the question "Do patriarchal blessings come true?" The answers are very telling and reveal so much about these supposed glimpses into the future we…
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16. Grief, Growth, and the Sacred: A Psilocybin Journey with Chris Jimmerson
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1:07:07In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell speaks with Unitarian Universalist minister and former client Chris Jimmerson to explore how grief, psilocybin, and surrender can transform the human spirit. Chris opens up about the loss of his life partner, how a guided psychedelic journey helped him reconnect with God and love, and how th…
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Ep258: The Erie Canal's Pivotal Influence on Joseph Smith and Mormonism
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1:29:03On this episode of Mormonish Podcast, Rebecca and Landon are joined by the wonderful Doug Vincent to discuss a much overlooked powerful influence on Joseph Smith and the origins of Mormonism itself, the Erie Canal. During Joseph Smith's formative years, the Smith family lived in Palmyra New York. In describing Joseph's youth, there is little mentio…
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Ep257: Revisiting Michelle Stone's Personal Story
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1:18:18A year and a half ago Mormonish aired a candid interview with Michelle Stone in which she talked about her faith journey, ecclesiastical abuse she had suffered, her experiences in the church and more. This interview perhaps sheds some light on her current decision to take her channel down and remove all her videos. We definitely thought it was wort…
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15: Moms, Mushrooms & Mental Health: A Conversation with Tracey Tee
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37:26In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell speaks with Tracey Tee, founder of Moms on Mushrooms (MOM) to explore how psychedelics are transforming mental health for mothers. Tracey opens up about her personal journey, the evolution of the MOM platform, and the growing movement of mothers who are healing and reclaiming their inner pea…
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From Hustle to Harmony: Michelle Poole’s Redefinition of Success
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29:48Michelle Poole, former President of Crocs and a seasoned global executive with over 30 years of experience in the footwear and apparel industry, joins Buddy Teaster for a candid reflection on her decision to step down after a decade of transformative leadership, sharing how she navigated the transition from a high-powered career to a more intention…
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Content Warning: suic*de and other disturbing imagery In this riveting podcast, Randy Bell, delves into the chilling story of Heaven's Gate, a cult that led 39 members to a mass suicide in 1997. Through captivating insights, Bell unravels the cult's manipulative tactics, explores the twisted beliefs of its leaders, and highlights the importance of …
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14: Motherhood, Surrender & Psychedelics: A Conversation with Miara Danae
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28:38In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell welcomes founder of Abundance Doula, Miara Danae, for a deeply moving conversation about birth, healing and the parallels between motherhood and the psychedelic journey. As a new mother, Miara shares how her own birth experience inspired her to become a doula and how the nature of childbirth…
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13: Mindfulness, Microdosing & Meaning: A Conversation with Dr. Lauren Alderfer
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47:04In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell sits down with Dr. Lauren Alderfer, an award-winning mindfulness author, educator and microdosing coach for a conversation about navigating life, death and everything in between. Dr. Alderfer shares how her lifelong meditation practice led her into the world of psychedelics and how mindfulne…
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12: Unlocking Creativity & Purpose Through Psychedelics with Henry Winslow
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36:12In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell welcomes Henry Winslow, a yoga teacher, newsletter creator, and founder of Tricycle Day to talk about finding purpose through psychedelics. Henry opens up about his transformative experience and how it led him from yoga practice to psychedelic advocacy, and community building. Together, they…
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Small Firm, Big Impact: J.J. Conway on High-Stakes Class Actions
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26:48This episode features national employee benefits litigator J.J. Conway whose small firm has built a big reputation representing employees in mission-driven lawsuits. Host Maxwell Goss talks to J.J. about a class action he handled that changed how autism treatment is covered and another addressing pension fund abuse during Detroit's Kwame Kilpatrick…
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Joseph Smith's "Convenient" Revelations: Can It Really Be That Easy?
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2:01:43On this episode of Mormonish Podcast Rebecca and Landon explore the many "convenient" revelations received by Joseph Smith which became the Doctrine & Covenants. One after another, these revelations arrived on the scene conveniently to solve problems for Joseph Smith. When you see the sheer number or these type of revelations you will recognize an …
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From Barriers to Belonging: Angela Harrell’s Mission for Inclusion
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32:07Angela Harrell, Senior Vice President and Chief Diversity & Corporate Responsibility Officer at Voya Financial joins Buddy Teaster to share how her experiences have shaped her purpose-driven leadership. She reflects on the lessons learned through challenges, the power of inclusion, and how she balances corporate success with meaningful community en…
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11: Psilocybin and BPD: Breaking Down Barriers with Jenna Kluwe
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37:36In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell welcomes Jenna Kluwe to talk about borderline personality disorder (BPD) and psilocybin-assisted therapy. Jenna, a wellness counselor for more than 15 years, shares how psychedelics can be transformative for people with BPD. Together, they explore: ✅ What borderline personality disorder real…
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Anti-Catholic Rhetoric: How the Whitmers Influenced Joseph, The BOM and the Early Church
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1:57:43On this episode of Mormonish Podcast, Rebecca and Landon are joined by favorite recurring guest, Ganesh Cherian as we delve into the influential Whitmer family who shaped more of Mormonism than most realize. Ganesh paints a picture of the Whitmers influence that had a great effect on Joseph during his time in their home and theorizes that the churc…
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Online World Premiere of The First 25 Minutes of "Ronald's Little Factory"
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32:27Mormonish is proud to be able to bring you the ONLINE WORLD PREMIER of the first 25 minutes of the award winning film, "Ronald's Little Factory!" Many of you have followed "Ronald's" journey and were frustrated that it never came to a theater near you! Well now you can view the entire movie online Director Brent Bokovoy is going to give a FREE LINK…
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LDS Modesty Culture and the New LDS Garments
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2:12:31On this episode of Mormonish Podcast, Rebecca and Landon are joined by the amazing Emily Grayson to discuss her in depth presentation on the new LDS garments. Emily shares the history of LDS modesty culture and explores the strong emotions the new garments which seem to relax these standards bring. As we wrestle with the past and try to understand …
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Steps To Overcoming the "M" Word: The Mark E. Peterson Pamphlet Debunked w/Cultch
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1:33:40With General Conference weekend coming up, it's important to remind ourselves of the kind of advice and counsel the LDS leadership gives us. Buckle your seatbelts as Mormonish's Rebecca and Landon are joined by Culch to delve into the history of masturbation warning messages from the church through the decades. Our focus will be on the Mark E. Pete…
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From Embarrassment to Empowerment: Heidi Zak’s Fight for Inclusivity
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29:34Buddy is joined by Heidi Zak, co-founder and CEO of ThirdLove, a revolutionary lingerie brand known for its inclusive sizing and body-positive messaging. Heidi shares her inspiring journey of building ThirdLove from the ground up, taking on industry giant Victoria's Secret, and creating a brand that supports and empowers women. But her flight to su…
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10: Healing Trauma with Psychedelics: Alex Abraham’s Journey from Pain to Purpose
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39:59In this powerful episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell sits down with author Alex Abraham to discuss his deeply personal journey of healing from childhood trauma using psychedelic-assisted therapy. Alex shares how years of unexplained physical pain led him to uncover repressed memories of abuse, and how MDMA, psilocybin, and other thera…
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Is April 6th Jesus's Real Birthday? What Do Mormons Think Today? w Charles Harrell
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1:43:48On this episode of Mormonish Podcast, Rebecca and Landon are joined by the wonderful Charles Harrell to discuss his new research into the history of the LDS belief that Jesus was born on April 6th, not December 25th. To most of us growing up, the idea of the April 6th birthday was a fact that Mormons knew and the rest of the world didn't. We had sp…
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(This episode was originally aired on December 23, 2023. Dr. Bell's presentation is phenomenal and we believe more people need to see it!) On this episode of Mormonish Podcast, Rebecca and Landon are joined by two incredible guests, Dr. Randy Bell and Radio Free Mormon, to discuss the difference between ethical magic and unethical magic and its use…
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09:Psilocybin, Cancer, & Healing: A New Path for Survivors with Anne Hamilton
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41:16In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell sits down with Anne Hamilton—lawyer, professor, filmmaker, and founder of the Survivorship Collective, a nonprofit dedicated to supporting cancer patients and survivors through legal, safe, and guided psilocybin therapy. Anne shares her personal journey from being a litigator and filmmaker t…
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Sex and Mormonism: The Great Contradiction with Ganesh Cherian
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2:33:30On this episode of Mormonish Podcast, we are joined by favorite returning guest, Ganesh Cherian to discuss something other than The Book of Mormon! We tackle the provocative topic of sex and Mormonism as we break down the teachings, the problems inherent in many of the teachings, and the conflict between what we are being taught and reality. Ganesh…
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The Creekwood United Methodist Belltower Debunked w/Nemo
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2:23:10On this episode of Mormonish Podcast, Rebecca and Landon are joined by Nemo the Mormon to discuss a hot button issue in the McKinney Texas Temple scenario, the United Methodist Church Bell Tower ordinance. This issue is very easy to misunderstand so we take everyone carefully through the Fairview Town Council and Fairview Planning & Zoning Board me…
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From Resilience to Relevance: Matt Priest Finds His Footing
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30:07In the inaugural episode of re:Purpose, Buddy sits down with Matt Priest, President and CEO of the Footwear Distributors and Retailers of America (FDRA). With nearly 16 years at the helm of FDRA, Matt has transformed the organization into a powerhouse in the footwear industry. But his journey wasn't always smooth sailing. In this episode, Matt shar…
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08: Healing, Purpose, and Advocacy with Renee Anderson
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37:45In this inspiring episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell sits down with Renee Anderson, also known as Wild Oregon Girl, to explore her incredible journey of resilience, mental health advocacy, and purpose-driven living. Renee shares her schizoaffective diagnosis, her battle with psychosis, and how she found stability through a dual-diagn…
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Physical and Emotional Abuse on LDS Missions: A Legal Perspective with Frank Stucki ESQ. MBA
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1:58:25On this episode of Mormonish, Rebecca and Landon are joined by trial lawyer Frank Stucki to discuss the kind of cases former LDS missionaries bring to court seeking justice. Frank is a civil trial lawyer licensed in Utah who has personally sat in depositions and in the courtroom during civil litigation that stems from experiences on an LDS mission.…
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The 1980's BYU Gay Witch Hunt: Five Alumni Share Their Heartbreaking Stories
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1:36:38(Mormonish has had many people reach out and ask about this episode since I mentioned it on The Mormon Newscast. Because of renewed interest, we're reposting it a year and a half later.) A favorite Mormonish returning guest, Rob Lauer, told us about his experiences as a theater major at BYU in the early 1980s. The late 1970s and 1980s were a diffic…
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Join Buddy Teaster, CEO of Soles for Souls, as he embarks on a brand new journey of transformation and resilience. This inspiring new show features candid conversations with influential leaders, entrepreneurs, and changemakers who have faced challenges head-on, turning their setbacks into stepping stones and their tailspins into tailwinds. From mom…
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07: From Burnout to Purpose: How to Find Meaning in Your Work and Life
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18:17In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell explores the journey of finding purpose in life. She shares her personal story of transitioning from a high-profile corporate career to a more fulfilling path, emphasizing the importance of self-reflection, redefining success, and embracing struggles as a gateway to growth. Michelle outlines…
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Lars Nielsen Responds to His Critics
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2:45:15On this episode of Mormonish Podcast, Rebecca and Landon sit down with returning guest Lars Nielsen to discuss the responses to his book, "How The Book of Mormon Came to Pass: The Second Greatest Show on Earth." Since its publication, Lars has interacted with and gotten feedback from a number of scholars and academics, as well as others who have re…
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On this special episode of Mormonish Podcast, Rebecca and Landon are joined by Fairview Mayor, Henry Lessner to discuss the proposed McKinney LDS temple and the potential lawsuit threatened by the LDS church. It was a pleasure to have Mayor Lessner on the podcast. We've all read his statements, seen him in action during town council meetings, and w…
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Just How "Christian" Were the Founding Fathers?
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1:49:05On this episode of Mormonish, Rebecca and Landon are joined by Professor Matthew Harris to discuss the question of whether America was originally founded as a Christian nation or a secular republic. Evangelicals would have you believe that God played a prominent role, while the nones may believe otherwise. This debate has resulted in a culture war …
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06: Understanding Oregon’s Legal Psilocybin Program: Licensing, Process, and What to Expect
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14:21In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell provides a comprehensive overview of Oregon’s legal psilocybin program. From the passing of Measure 109 to the five key license types—including manufacturers, labs, service centers, facilitators, and workers—Michelle breaks down everything you need to know about how the program works. Learn …
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Does the LDS 12 Step Program Work? With Former Addict and Facilitator Colleen Johnston
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1:49:53On this episode of Mormonish Podcast, Rebecca and Landon are joined by Colleen Johnston, a facilitator in the LDS addiction recovery 12 step program for almost two decades. Colleen is also a recovering addict who shares her incredible journey in the LDS church and her lifestyle that was very different from what the gospel was teaching. Colleen has …
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The Nauvoo Expositor Affidavits: Polygamy's Smoking Gun w/ Radio Free Mormon
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1:17:47With renewed interest in The Nauvoo Expositor affidavits as a “silver bullet” for proving Joseph Smith practiced polygamy, Mormonish is releasing its episode with RFM debuting his groundbreaking evidence about the polygamy affidavits contained in the Expositor. No one breaks down the evidence quite like RFM and by the end of the episode you’ll unde…
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05: Breaking Barriers: Shi Choong's Inspiring Path to Self-Love and Success
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46:00In this powerful episode of Beyond the Dose, we sit down with Shi Choong, an immigrant from Malaysia whose incredible journey of survival, self-discovery, and courage will inspire anyone seeking purpose and self-love. She shares her remarkable story of raising her siblings alone at 15, navigating life as a non-English speaking student in the U.S., …
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Mediation Mastery with Megan Bonanni and Ilan Scharf
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42:50On this episode host Max Goss facilitates a discussion with attorneys Megan Bonanni and Elon Scharf about a historic $380 million settlement for survivors of sexual abuse by Dr. Larry Nassar. The episode explores the litigation strategies, innovative settlement approaches, and the significant non-monetary terms secured to ensure justice for the sur…
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Are LDS Funerals Just for Proselyitizing?
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1:39:31On this episode of Mormonish Podcast, Rebecca and Landon are joined by favorite returning guest, Rob Lauer to discuss LDS funerals. Many people see LDS funerals as an attempt to proselytize their doctrine and The Plan of Salvation with little attention paid to the person who has passed away. There are many horror stories of LDS funerals completely …
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04: Finding Strength in Grief: A Mother’s Journey Through Loss & Healing with Dr. Tiffany Ryan
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1:08:56In this deeply moving episode of Beyond the Dose, we sit down with Dr. Tiffany Ryan—PhD, MSW, LMT, and founder of YoMassage—to discuss the unimaginable loss of her son to suicide and the powerful journey of healing that followed. Tiffany opens up about navigating grief, embracing radical acceptance, and reshaping her relationship with her son beyon…
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LDS Mission Nurse Speaks Out On Missionary Mental Health Crisis
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1:34:26On this episode of Mormonish Podcast, Rebecca and Landon are joined by a former LDS mission nurse to discuss the concerning topic of missionary mental health. Our guest served as a mission nurse in a South American mission and saw first hand the struggle with mental health many missionaries have. Pulling back the curtain of secrecy, she shines a li…
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The Crazy History of LDS Temple Sealings: It's Not What You Think!
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1:38:56On this episode of Mormonish Podcast, Landon and Rebecca discuss the history of LDS temple sealings, as we begin to realize it's not at all what we were taught it was. We explore the idea of the past use and meanings of sealings in many different ways that may pave a way to see temple sealings in a whole new light and perhaps even create a way forw…
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03: Unlocking Connection: Psilocybin, Energy Work & Midlife Relationships with Dr. Karin Calde
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42:10In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell sits down with Dr. Karin Calde, a therapist-turned-relationship coach and practicing psilocybin facilitator. Together, they explore the challenges and transitions that midlife couples face, from empty nesting to career shifts, menopause, and evolving relationship dynamics. Karin shares insig…
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Can I Join the LDS Church if I Don't Believe the Book of Mormon is Historical?
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1:51:06On this episode of Momonish Podcast, Rebecca and Landon delve into a question posed on faithful social media by someone considering joining the LDS church. This potential convert seemed to have an issue believing the Book of Mormon to be historical and reached out on social media to ask if you can be LDS and not believe in the historicity of the bo…
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Do Mormons Believe in Guardian Angels? with Master Peace Ron Yorgason
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1:27:29On this episode of Mormonish Podcast, Rebecca and Landon are joined by Master Peace, Ron Yorgason to explore the question, "Do Mormons believe in guardian angels?" I'm sure we have all heard the stories from the pulpit or from family members telling of miraculous rescues or events involving guardian angels. Some Mormons believe that your guardian a…
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02: Meet Michelle:The Story Behind Purple City Experience
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15:44In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell shares her deeply personal journey from corporate burnout and personal struggles to healing, transformation, and purpose. After 18 years in the Netherlands, a high-powered career, and raising two daughters, Michelle found herself at a breaking point—burnt out, unfulfilled, and searching for …
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41. Be Human. Raise Badass Humans: Thriving in Parenthood with Dr Luz
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51:07Send us a text Are you ready to challenge the conventional norms of parenting and embrace a new approach? In this episode of New World Normal the podcast, host Debbie Harrell, engages in a thought-provoking conversation with Dr. Luz, a seasoned life coach for young parents with nearly 30 years of child-development experience. Together, they explore…
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What Do Faithful LDS Think of the Fairview Lawsuit?
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2:39:16On this episode of Mormonish Podcast, Rebecca and Landon read through comments found on faithful social media discussing the LDS church's intent to sue the town of Fairview Texas over their proposed temple. The comments give us a window into what the faithful LDS think about their church pursuing litigation to achieve their goals. The results were …
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