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Narcissist Apocalypse is a Purple Ribbon Award-winning storytelling podcast that amplifies the voices of those who have experienced narcissistic abuse, coercive control, emotional abuse, domestic violence, family relationship abuse, and relationship trauma. Our guests share their stories of abuse survival, providing a source of validation, education, inspiration, and hope for those going through similar experiences. Join us and discover how you, too, can overcome the narcissist apocalypse. R ...
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Welcome to The American Arson Podcast, where our goal is to spark creativity.
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Hosted by the Black Sheep Guru, Black Sheep Leadership is the unfiltered personal and professional development podcast for those who lead from the bench, not the spotlight. Each episode blends real talk, zodiac insight, life path numerology, and soul-centered leadership strategy to help underdogs rise with purpose. If you’ve ever been overlooked, underestimated, or told to “stay in your place,” this is your space. No Fear. No fluff. No filters. Just straight wisdom for the bold, the brave, a ...
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The Abstract Podcast is about mental wellness and flipping the script. Partners in life and in business, hosts Openi & MOMB share unfiltered realness, relatable experiences, and laughter while building awareness on coping & resiliency in relationships.
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It all about your everyday life issues... from bad to good dates...sex....racism in gay world..tv talk...fashion ..travels. anonymous guest... to eveyday bullshit its just a uncensored in-your-face ratchet with a touch of class..... IT ALL ABOUT US Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/Mr.Bigmouth/support
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DIARY OF A CREATOR PODCAST Raju Haider (CKB) Tom Haworth (Bespoke PT) Interviews and stories from creators and entrepreneurs in the hospitality industry Get in touch: INSTAGRAM @raj_ckb TWITTER @ckb_MCR FACEBOOK COMMERCIAL KITCHEN & BAR LTD www.commercialkitchenandbar.com music: www.purple-planet.com
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Cullen and Mason chat with Michael Barr from Volumes about the band's history, their new album, and his most influential albums. Check out Volumes here: https://volumesofficial.com Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/the-blacksheep-podcast-presented-by-hm-magazine--2258933/support. Follow us on Instagram: instagram.…
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Rerelease: Surviving The Holidays With Narcissistic Abusers | Q&A With Jean
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41:41In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, we unravel the intricate web of emotional turmoil that accompanies this festive season, especially for those trying to co-parent with a controlling partner or ex-partner. Together with Jean, we traverse the challenging path of the holidays with abusive partners and family members. Additionally, we put a spo…
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Rerelease: Divine & The Self Medicating Rage Filled Narcissist | Domestic Violence
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1:46:41In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Divine recounts the story of her abusive her ex. Divine describes her ex's insecurities and jealousy that led to violent outbursts and attempts to control her. Divine's story highlights the cycle of abuse, the impact on her mental and physical health, and the challenges of leaving for good. It's a story of …
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Ranking Every 2005 Tooth & Nail Records Album
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2:35:17Cullen and Mason are joined by their friend Meg Ryan and they ranked every Tooth & Nail album from 2005. Where do you rank each album? Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/the-blacksheep-podcast-presented-by-hm-magazine--2258933/support. Follow us on Instagram: instagram.com/theblacksheeppodcast Subscribe to our YouT…
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Vox & The Charming Con Man | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse
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1:50:12In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon talks with Vox about her journey through an abusive relationship with a manipulative conman. Vox believed she had found true love, but soon uncovered deception, financial manipulation, multiple secret lives, and escalating abuse. Despite her efforts to escape, her abuser's smooth tactics kept her tr…
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Let’s talk about the mindset, movement, and momentum required to lead from any seat. In this explosive episode of Black Sheep Leadership, the Black Sheep Guru breaks down what it really means to level up in a world that’s accelerating by the minute. This isn’t about hustle culture — it’s about elevation culture. If you’re not adapting, you’re evapo…
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Gratitude Over Grievance: Why Complainers Stay Broke and the Grateful Keep Winning
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1:14:21In this Thanksgiving Special of Black Sheep Leadership, the Black Sheep Guru calls out the culture of complaining and entitlement that’s keeping people broke, bitter, and blind to their blessings. This isn’t about politics or poverty—it’s about perspective. From the streets to the boardrooms, history proves the same truth: Gratitude expands. Compla…
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Cut Back to Come Back: The Art of Pruning for Power
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1:00:36Sometimes elevation requires elimination. Pruning isn’t loss—it’s leadership. Learn how to let go, grow stronger, and prepare for your next level. In this transformative episode of Black Sheep Leadership, the Black Sheep Guru reveals why pruning isn’t punishment—it’s preparation. From the garden to the galaxy, this one’s all about learning how to c…
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Cullen and Mason with Tyson Motsenbocker about his new album, his dreams, anxieties, and much more. Check out Tyson Motsenbocker: https://www.tysonmotsenbocker.com Follow us on Instagram: instagram.com/theblacksheeppodcast Subscribe to our YouTube channel: youtube.com/@theblacksheeppodcast Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.co…
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Rerelease: Alma & The Future Faking Conman
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2:06:06In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon talks with Alma about her toxic relationship with a future faking conman. It's a story of grand gestures, elaborate scenes, victim playing, constant little lies, belief systems, coping versus doing the work, serial narcissist dating, Osama Bin Laden, testing boundaries, overwhelming love bombs, guil…
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TOXIC BLOODLINES: PART 2 — Healing Without Apology
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46:01Healing ain’t selfish—it’s survival. In this unapologetic part two of Toxic Bloodlines, the Black Sheep Guru dives into what happens after you decide to heal. Because when you change, you threaten everyone still committed to staying the same. From “poor pride” to generational ego, this episode breaks down why some people would rather defend dysfunc…
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TOXIC BLOODLINES: PART 1 — Breaking the Chains & Building Legacy
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1:01:10Generational pain runs deep—but healing starts when you stop pretending it’s normal. In this first episode of the Toxic Bloodlines series, the Black Sheep Guru exposes how dysfunction is passed down like an inheritance. From emotional manipulation to silent suffering, some of what you’re fighting didn’t start with you—it started before you. We’ll u…
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Cullen and Mason chat with Chris and Max from Failed Sun. They chat about the band's history, their new album, and their most influential albums. Check out Failed Sun here: https://failedsun.com Follow us on Instagram: instagram.com/theblacksheeppodcast Subscribe to our YouTube channel: youtube.com/@theblacksheeppodcast Become a supporter of this p…
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Rerelease: Vida & The Psychological Abuser | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse
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1:56:06In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Vida shares the story about her traumatic upbringing and subsequent relationship with a narcissistic abuser. Vida describes her father's mental illness and involvement in a patriarchal religious cult, which fostered a culture of control and abuse. She details her escape at 16, emancipation, and subsequent l…
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Rerelease: Henrietta & The Cult of Family
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1:28:49In this episode of Brandon talks with Henrietta about her manipulative narcissistic mother. Imagine having cancer as a young child and having the Make A Wish Foundation grant your dream of seeing the Backstreet Boys, only for your mother to convince you to take a trip to Vietnam instead because that's what she wanted to do. Well, that's Henrietta's…
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Cullen and Mason chat with Jackson from Silly Goose. They chat about the band's history, how they started doing pop up shows, why he got arrested for playing a show in Chicago, and much more. Check out Silly Goose: https://sillygooseraprock.com Follow us on Instagram: instagram.com/theblacksheeppodcast Subscribe to our YouTube channel: youtube.com/…
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Sally & The Jealous Physical Abuser | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse
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59:34In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Sally shares her journey from a stable childhood to an abusive marriage. Sally met her abuser in college and, at first, their relationship seemed normal. However, about six months into their marriage, abuse began to surface, driven by his jealousy and insecurities. As the jealousy intensified, the situation…
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Rerelease: How an Abusive Narcissist Shapes Behavior & Conditions People For Long Term Abuse
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1:57:32In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse Q&A, Brandon talks with Erika Guest (Behavioral Therapist) about the behavior shaping techniques used by abusive narcissists to condition their victims for long-term abuse. Using clips from the survivor series episodes, Erika and Brandon break down the techniques and how to recognize when the abusive narciss…
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Jason Lindquist and Andrew Godwin: Hope Deferred
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39:31Cullen and Mason chat with Jason Lindquist and Andrew Godwin from Hope Deferred. They chat about both of their history in the legendary metal band, Embodyment. They also chat about their new band, Hope Deferred, and they also talk about much more. Check out Hope Deferred: https://hopedeferredofficial.com Follow us on Instagram: instagram.com/thebla…
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Conflict Reveals Who's a Clown and Who's Really Down with Your Mission
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54:20“Pressure doesn’t build character—it exposes it.”In this no-fluff episode of Black Sheep Leadership, the Black Sheep Guru breaks down how conflict isn’t your downfall—it’s your diagnostic tool. The moment tension hits, people show you exactly who they are: the solid ones stand firm, and the clowns start performing.Learn how to use confrontation as …
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Maria & The Mirroring Emotional Abuser | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse
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1:13:35In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Maria reveals how her toxic marriage to a boundary-violating emotional abuser unfolded. The main point: Maria thought she found love, but was mirrored and manipulated, leading to relentless boundary violations and a powerful trauma bond she struggled to break while enduring cycles of abuse. It's a story of …
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Rerelease: Top 12 Hoovering Tactics of an Abuser - Q&A With Alisa Stamps LCSW
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47:22In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse Q&A, Brandon talks with Alisa Stamps (LCSW) about the Top 12 Hoovering Tactics of a Toxic Narcissist & Narcissistic Abuse. Plus they discuss, threats, self harm, love bombing, future faking, faith based abuse, and much more. If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please …
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Cullen and Mason chat with Kenton from War on Betty. They chat about the band's history as a new band, Kenton's musical influences, and much more. Check out War on Betty here: https://www.instagram.com/waronbetty Follow us on Instagram: instagram.com/theblacksheeppodcast Subscribe to our YouTube channel: youtube.com/@theblacksheeppodcast Become a s…
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Valentine & The Controlling Religious Abuser | Domestic Violence & Narcissist Abuse
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1:00:29In this gripping episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Valentine bravely recounts her experience of being married to a controlling religious abuser. Valentine met her husband at church and was initially attracted by his spirituality. However, Valentine eventually found out that he was only spiritual when it was convenient for him. Religion was a device…
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Rerelease: Romana & The Coercive Controlling Mother | Narcissist Apocalypse & Domestic Violence
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1:28:18In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Romana discusses the emotional and physical abuse she endured at the hands of her mother, the dissociation it created, and how everything effected her future abusive relationships. Of the many abusive relationships Romana endured, the most abusive one was with her first ex-husband, who became her lifelong s…
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Cullen and Mason chat with Francesco Montesanto from Sainthood Reps. They chat about the band's history, their new album and much more. (We experienced quite a few audio difficulties when recording this episode so we apologize about that as you may notice some awkward edits.) Check out Sainthood Reps here: https://linktr.ee/sainthoodreps Follow us …
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Krystal & The Demonizing Mother | Narcissistic Abuse
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57:59In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon talks with Krystal about being raised by an abusive mother who demonized her very existence. Krystal, barely knowing her father, was unfairly compared to him. Her mother used this as an excuse to take out her own traumas on Krystal. During this time, Krystal was parentified, forced to care for her m…
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Rerelease: Tori & The Altruistic Abuser | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse
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1:31:15In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Tori shares her powerful story of growing up in an unstable home, a cult-like church, and eventually marrying an altruistic abuser. Tori offers valuable insights into recognizing red flags, navigating abusive relationships, and finding the strength to break free. It's a story of food and sleep deprivation, …
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They Chase Clout. You Carry Calling.Why Black Sheep don’t need applause to rise—and how to build legacy instead of likes.
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1:06:16Clout is cheap. Calling costs discipline. In this episode of Black Sheep Leadership, the Black Sheep Guru breaks down the real difference between chasing attention and walking in alignment. When you’re built for purpose, validation becomes a distraction. We talk about the trap of external motivation, why clout is monopoly money—flashy but worthless…
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Cullen and Mason chat with Beau Bokan from Blessthefall. They chat about Beau's history with the band, their new album, and Beau's most influential albums. Check out Blessthefall: https://www.blessthefallmusic.com Follow us on Instagram: instagram.com/theblacksheeppodcast Subscribe to our YouTube channel: youtube.com/@theblacksheeppodcast Become a …
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Lin & The Terrorizing Abuser | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse
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1:11:22In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Lin recounts being married to a terrorizing abuser. Lin met her ex on Yahoo Personals, and he presented himself as a top-secret ex-military veteran who had gone through an immense amount of trauma. With these stories, Lin's ex was able to isolate her, instill fear in her, and control her life. For 17 years,…
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Rerelease: Macy & The Aware Disordered Abuser | Narcissist Abuse & Domestic Violence
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1:30:32In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon talks with Macy about her toxic relationship with an AWARE partner with mental health issues and abusive behaviors. It's a story of caretaking, jealousy, manipulation, paranoia, not wanting to do the work, gaslighting, projection, narcissistic parents, child abuse, reactive abuse, push/pulls, the si…
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🎙️Why Being Underestimated Is Your Best Advantage!! (Part 2)
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48:43In Part 1, we uncovered why being overlooked is your shield—how invisibility protects you from envy and gives you space to build in peace. Now in Part 2, we take it further. The Black Sheep Guru reveals how to flip underestimation into leverage. You’ll learn why silence is your sharpest weapon, how to use rivals as bait, and why your enemies often …
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LaDonna & The Sexually Abusive Father | Domestic Violence
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1:09:56In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon talks with LaDonna about her experiences growing up with a father who engaged in sexual abuse. The abuse began when LaDonna was three, continuing through her childhood. Despite moving to different towns and cities, these experiences persisted, and LaDonna was left to navigate complex thoughts, feeli…
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