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Series 5: Borderline in Wonderland - Emotions like storms. Love like fire. A heart that’s too big for this tiny teacup world.
E114: Do They Know I Tried?
You explained. You apologized. You showed up, even when it hurt. You did the work, over and over—and still, it wasn’t enough. Or worse, it was never even noticed.
In this heart-wrenching episode of Borderline in Wonderland, we sit with the ache of invisible effort—the quiet, relentless trying that so often goes unseen when you live with BPD.
We explore:
The pain of being misunderstood no matter how hard you try to connectThe exhaustion of repairing relationships you didn’t break aloneThe fear that your “too much” canceled out all your “I trieds”The grieving that comes when your effort is ignored, erased, or used against you
This episode is for the ones who gave their all and were still labeled difficult. For the ones who kept trying, even when it hurt. Because your effort mattered—even if they never said so.
You were trying. And that counts.
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🗝️✨ I was never supposed to tellthis story. But I am.Foryears, I lived inside someone else’s version of my life — wrapped in secrets,silences, and bedtime stories that left too much out.
Now I’m writing the truth. Unlocked is my autobiography about adoption, anxiety, familyfractures, and the journey of reclaiming my voice.
I’m raising funds toprofessionally edit, design, print, and share this book with people who need toknow they’re not alone.
If you’ve ever been called too sensitive, too dramatic, too much — this book is for you.And if you believe in the powerof truth, I’d be so grateful if you could help me bring it into the world.
📚🧩 Donate, share, or simply sendlove — it all matters.🌀 https://gofund.me/e7709816
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