Manage episode 516693635 series 3642289
Some stories grip you because they name the ache you’ve been carrying. Luis grew up in church, but grief took him someplace colder—anger he couldn’t shake, music that deepened the mood, and pornography he couldn’t confess. He didn’t storm out on God; hope just thinned until silence felt easier. When conviction finally met courage, he chose the terrifying route: tell the truth, trust a pastor, and let his wife see the parts he hid. What happened next reframed everything he believed about obedience, provision, and what strength looks like in a man.
We walk through the layered fallout of loss and secrecy, from the way our inputs shape our inner life to the subtle ways shame starves intimacy. Luis explains how fasting and prayer did different work—prayer softened him, fasting broke the bitterness. In the hardest year—jobless, living with his parents, expecting a new baby—doors opened he didn’t knock on: a surprise interview, early pay advanced for required tests, and a rental home against the odds. Those moments didn’t reward his goodness; they revealed God’s goodness and taught him to recognize the weight of God’s presence as glory, not guilt.
Listen in for the rest of his testimony.
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Chapters
1. Welcome And Guest Introduction (00:00:00)
2. Church Upbringing And Early Faith (00:01:45)
3. Family Loss And The Question Why (00:05:25)
4. Anger, Music Influence, And Isolation (00:10:45)
5. Pornography’s Grip And Escalation (00:16:50)
6. Relationship, Marriage, And Hidden Shame (00:22:45)
7. Conviction, Exposure, And Confession (00:27:45)
8. Unemployment Year And Testing Of Faith (00:31:30)
9. Provision Story: Job And Housing (00:36:10)
10. Returning To Church And Shedding Shame (00:41:00)
11. Fasting, Prayer, And Inner Healing (00:45:00)
12. Revival, Depth, And Family Milestones (00:49:30)
13. Sensitivity, Heaviness, And Intercession (00:54:10)
14. Encouragement For Men And Families (00:59:30)
15. Practical Support: Reach Out And Pray (01:02:40)
16. Closing, Gratitude, And Call To Share (01:13:30)
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