Best Content Violation Podcasts (2025)

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Anti-Anxiety Holiday Gift Guide with Crystal Flores 28:40

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7d ago28:40

28:40

Do you find yourself stressed and anxious when it comes to giving holiday gifts? Have you lost the joy of the experience? We sit down with financial wellness expert Crystal Flores to learn ways to stop the anxiety and disconnection of gift giving. Cyrstal explains how she gives gifts based on her values: thrift, creativity, connection, and environm…

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My Secret Life #1 Going Crazy for Sleep 10:00

19d ago10:00

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Join me for a behind the scenes look at my private bedtime medication routine, in which I fight through intrusive thoughts and fears before falling asleep. For me it's a battle with Seroquel and the strange paradox where it stirs up my mind before putting me to sleep. I talk through what insomnia means for mania risk, why psychosis feels closer in …

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Break Free From "Hustle Culture" & Improve Your Mental Health With Dr. Portia Preston 29:43

28d ago29:43

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What if you stopped measuring your worth by output and started honoring your reality? Today I sit down with Dr. Portia Preston, public health scholar and professor on the front lines of inclusive wellness, and the author of Hustle, Flow, or Let It Go—to explore a humane, shame-free approach to mental health and daily life. After a sudden kidney dis…

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How Strong Mental Health Improves Your Wealth with Crystal Flores 27:37

2M ago27:37

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Today I sit down with Crystal Flores to trace the line from her father's suicide to her early marriage that led to depression and codependency. Crystal broke free from her picture-perfect, yet miserable marriage, to carve out a new life built on values, clarity, and fiercely practical money care. The reset wasn’t flashy. She moved to a quaint count…

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Borderline Personality Disorder: Stigma, Shame & Secrets 28:35

2M ago28:35

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Recovery Warfare with General Gregg F. Martin [Part 2] 24:12

3M ago24:12

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Picking up from Part 1, Gregg is now stuck in what he calls “two years of bipolar hell.” But when he is finally prescribed lithium, within a week his depression lifts. Coming out of depression, he still had work to do—repairing familial and professional relationships. Greg had also been angry with God for abandoning him and forcing him to live in m…

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Iraq War Triggers Bipolar with General Gregg F. Martin [Part 1] 27:55

3M ago27:55

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Major General Gregg F. Martin had, for the most part of his life, lived with hyperthymia, a continuous low-level mania that ultimately helped his military performance because he was energetic, creative, and driven. But after commanding a 10,000-soldier combat brigade in Iraq, Gregg’s descent into mania and depression would span a decade. With a lat…

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[Replay] Dartmouth Delusions 29:28

3M ago29:28

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The first time I lost my mind was at Dartmouth College. By my junior year I was walking through campus with psychosis. A movie camera followed me wherever I went. I imagined myself dying in beautiful and surreal ways. And ultimately I wanted my life to end. In this episode with fellow writer, JD, I share my first experiences with bipolar disorder. …

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My Doctor Violated Me [Replay/New End] 19:26

3M ago19:26

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In the original episode "Raw My Doctor Violated Me," Madelynn revealed how her psychiatrist of three years gradually started to make sexual advances. Her marriage was falling apart and she was vulnerable. How could this doctor who had provided counsel and care become inappropriate? With humor and even wondering if his words and physical contact wer…

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How My Dog Keeps Me Sane (mini remix episode #4) 14:00

4M ago14:00

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When I rescued a dog, I never imagined the impact she would have on my mental health. Sure, her presence and warmth was calming and healing, but my dog Amber taught me a crucial lesson about how to handle my bipolar disorder. Happy to have a rescue dog in my life, things went downhill when a doctor put me on an antidepressant (which is a risky medi…

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Bravely Bipolar: Surviving Pregnancy and Breaking the Cycle of Childhood Trauma 19:19

4M ago19:19

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What happens when bipolar disorder collides with unexpected pregnancy? For Betsi it was a frightening time knowing a bipolar episode can be triggered by pregnancy and that bipolar illness has a genetic component that may be passed down to your child. And Betsi had already endured several hospitalizations in her early adulthood. She also was under t…

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Bipolar after Baby: When Motherhood Triggers Mental Illness 25:58

5M ago25:58

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What happens when the joyful arrival of a baby triggers an unexpected mental health crisis? When Susan returned home with her newborn, she was in a manic state. Fueled by little sleep with an infant to care for, her behavior became erratic--rushing around the house, even handling her baby carelessly. Her husband David told Susan that it felt like h…

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Befriending the Bully Within: Perfectionism with Dr. Tara Cousineau 27:56

5M ago27:56

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At age thirty-two, Tara Cousineau, PhD, had it all. But when a mysterious illness disrupted her life, her doctors blamed it on stress. Knowing something else was at play she searched until she discovered a pinched nerve that was indeed a physical ailment, but also exacerbated by stress. Looking inward and discovering her own perfectionistic tendenc…

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The Shiver: Is the Cold Plunge a Mental Health Hack? 26:47

6M ago26:47

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Kris Rice, founder of The ChillPod, joins me to share her transformative journey with deliberate cold exposure. Growing up with a grandmother who battled bipolar disorder and later supporting her daughter through mental health challenges, Kris developed a deep appreciation for wellness practices. While meditation and yoga provided benefits, they de…

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Late Diagnosis: Matty Staudt Navigates Bipolar at 50 22:43

6M ago22:43

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What happens when you receive a life-changing mental health diagnosis at 50 years old? For Matty Staudt--broadcast veteran, podcast pioneer, and current co-host of Alice Radio’s Sarah & Vinnie Show--it explained a lifetime of highs and lows. Matty was an anxious kid, but he assumed everyone experienced anxiety to the same extent. As an adult, he wa…

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Sleep, Seinfeld & Steady Friends: How I Survive 25:49

7M ago25:49

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In honor of Mental Health Awareness Month (existing since 1949!!), I sit down with Ava to talk about how to talk to friends and relatives about mental illness. Ava has had her own mental health journey, particularly with her father who witnessed a genocide at age six. With signs of a soul in agony, she has yet to engage him in a conversation about …

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Tapping Into Anger: Can Suppressed Emotions Make us Sick and Depressed? 30:04

7M ago30:04

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Today I sat down with Amy Vincze of Soar With Tapping and had an enlightening and somewhat controversial conversation. Amy, a certified Emotional Freedom Release (EFT) practitioner or "tapping coach," holds a strong belief that depression doesn't just appear out of nowhere—it's often the result of our earliest experiences and the vital emotions we'…

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PART 2: Breakthroughs in Youth Mental Health: Dialogic Therapy with Dr. Susan Swick 21:12

8M ago21:12

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Today I continue my conversation with Dr. Susan Swick. Dr. Swick explains the dialogic method of therapy, developed in Finland for schizophrenia patients, which brings family and community into treatment sessions to improve outcomes through enhanced connection and understanding. Finland's application of this approach led to lower hospitalization ra…

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PART 1: Breakthroughs in Youth Mental Health Care with Dr. Susan Swick 21:52

8M ago21:52

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Today I sit down for a two-part episode with Dr. Susan Swick. Dr. Swick, a psychiatrist specializing in child and adolescent health, first shares her personal connection to mental illness through her mother's late-onset psychotic illness. For Dr. Swick, getting her mother good care shaped her approach to youth mental health and her development of p…

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Journaling for your Bipolar Brain with Kay Adams 38:55

8M ago38:55

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Today I sit down with Kathleen Adams, a pioneer in therapeutic writing since 1985, who has transformed our understanding of how putting pen to paper can change our brains and improve our mental and physical health. As founder of both the Therapeutic Writing Institute and the Center for Journal Therapy, Kay shares her expertise and innovative journa…

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Did My Bipolar Have to Get This Bad? 28:56

9M ago28:56

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Have you ever thought about your mental health journey and wondered if it needed to get as bad as it did? As Bipolar She celebrates its 1-year anniversary, I sit down with writer/actor JD to reflect on the podcast. We chat about how I am often reminded I have bipolar illness because I get little glimmers of mania and psychosis and how the world can…

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No Meditation Required! Boost Your Mood & Change Your Life with Dr. Norman Farb 45:14

10M ago45:14

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Have you tried meditation, and it really wasn’t your thing? Are you ever overwhelmed with negative or depressing thoughts? Or maybe you can’t see your life changing for the better because you have old perceptions of yourself stuck in your head? With story as your superpower, you can learn to positively project new futures, and perhaps this future e…

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Actor Tells All: Cannabis Addiction, Depression and The Power of Therapy 33:03

10M ago33:03

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As an actor who started out on Broadway and now calls LA home, JD has survived the sting of rejection. But it was real life that recently delivered the sharpest of blows when his infatuation for a woman in a Zoom class led to unrequited love. When she wanted to "just be friends," JD's heart was broken, he was wounded, and even his neighbors would h…

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Psychedelics: Musician Conner Eko Stands Up Against Depression 36:18

11M ago36:18

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Dan wasn’t just a grumpy teenager who refused to get out of bed—by his early teens (and even younger) he was severely depressed with suicidal ideation at times. Today, at age forty, he can sum up his chronic depression as a constant battle in his life. The other constant has been his music. A singer-songwriter, now with the artist-persona, Conner E…

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Miracle: John of God (Part 2) 20:30

11M ago20:30

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Ava and I continue our conversation on the now infamous healer, John of God. In 2008, in a small Brazilian town, I stood before him waiting to know if I would have surgery. He did not perform his crude practices on me (eyeball scraping--with a butter knife, forceps up the nose, slicing open bodies to remove tumors), but he did grant me the title of…

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Crohn's Disease Sends Me to John of God (Part 1) 24:30

11M ago24:30

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Today we take a detour from our examination of mental illness, and instead look at the impact of chronic physical illness on our lives. I've had Crohn's disease for more than twenty years. Physical illness is so often intertwined with one's mental health. And my severe case of Crohn's left me running scared and desperate to avoid a disfiguring surg…

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Eating Disorders: Disrupting Diet Culture 39:37

12M ago39:37

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Her first binge felt like a trance. Normally uninterested in her family’s boring snack drawer, Dr. Regina Lazarovich had been restricting her food and her body took over while she ate everything in sight. Then Regina’s shame set in. Although she was desperate and sought help for her eating disorder during her twenties, she white-knuckled her way th…

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Tapping Therapy (EFT) 29:33

1y ago29:33

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After enduring a childhood overshadowed by emotional absence and the need to constantly please others, Amy Vincze felt like she no longer knew who she was. From panic attacks to perceived failures in her life, Amy needed to do something fast. Already using tapping for therapy, Amy discovered if she looked at the root cause of her emotions, she made…

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RAW: My Doctor Violated Me 23:20

1y ago23:20

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In our first episode of Bipolar She Raw, we hear Madelynn's story about her psychiatrist who made sexual advances towards her. She was confused because she knew he cared for her, and perhaps he was just getting old, with a few screws coming loose. But as his behavior became increasingly predatory, she found help through her therapist to remove hers…

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Mom & Me 27:37

1y ago27:37

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Today I sit down with Deirdre, my first guest whose parent had mental illness. Her mom, Minnie, managed bipolar disorder and Deirdre grew up fast. By age 6 she had been exposed to her mother’s suicide attempt. Later, when Deirdre asked her mom why she would want to leave her daughter, Minnie told her she was in a deep, dark hole with no visible way…

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Invincible 26:14

1y ago26:14

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Today, I sit down with Susan. After a near-death experience at age thirteen, Susan had a new view on life and death. Death was no longer something to fear, and Susan wasn't afraid to push life to its limits. In her teenage years, she learned the ritual of binging and purging and by college she was stuck in a pattern of bulimia and indulgent sexual …

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Voting on the Psych Ward 25:37

1y ago25:37

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It's 2004. An election year. Republican incumbent George W. Bush vs. John Kerry, Democratic nominee. I'm in a psych ward on November 2, with the right to vote. But when all I can think about is good vs. evil, casting a ballot turns into despair. In this episode, I chat with guest host, Sephe, about delusion and cognitive distortion, as well as the …

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Witchcraft 30:46

1+ y ago30:46

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Today, I sit down with Madelynn to talk about major depression, which she's battled since high school--nearly 40 years. Madelynn doesn't hold back when discussing suicidal ideation during the pandemic and how difficult it is to live through ideation in an anxious body or to handle a body that just feels flat and void of any emotions. But Madelynn's…

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Navigating mk ultra, occult, cabal and maconic programming, symbologies and signatures 15:24

1+ y ago15:24

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When I started to look closer and to become better at reading frequency signatures, I found it everywhere on social media, on the internet, on logos and websites. I used to not see the symbols and I used not to ask myself questions about what was presented. It can be about an unease with the symbology that is being used on the internet or in physic…

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Trapped at Target 26:12

1+ y ago26:12

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Today I sit down with Tracy to learn about her struggle with anxiety and how it seemed to crop up at milestone birthdays. A self-described nervous child and lifelong "nervous wreck," Tracy didn't know what anxiety was until she turned thirty--a birthday that forced her to take a look at where her life was headed. Tracy made it through until age for…

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The problematic with delivery services, organized gangstalking and torturous violation of boundaries 41:26

1+ y ago41:26

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A lot of delivery persons are spiritless and used for gangstalking, overt and covert harassment. They are used for boundary violation on a regular basis, invasion of personal space and unwanted matrix intrusions. In this video, I share some of the situations that popped up in my corner of reality that had to do with delivery services and the soluti…

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Engineered 11:11 matrix synchronizations and time handling 23:25

1+ y ago23:25

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I share in this video examples from my corner of reality of 11:11 synchronizations and how I do interpret them: time handling, entanglement with the matrix. beings who are a distraction for us, false healing, confirmation about entrapment. We notice our time is handled when we are accumulating physical and virtual clutter. If we don’t navigate our …

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Part 2: Sarah Speaks Up on ECT 29:34

1+ y ago29:34

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Today is an unexpected, full-circle, episode and I am thrilled. We didn't plan on this, but when Sarah learned her sister Ava had shared her journey as Sarah's caregiver, Sarah, decided to share her side of the experience as a recipient of Electroconvulsive Therapy (ECT). Sarah, now advocate of ECT, came on this week's podcast to let us know first-…

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Excavating deep self sacrificing patterns and sacrifice programming 15:52

1+ y ago15:52

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Many relationships have a sacrifice, people-pleasing, submissive or shame and guilt component. Accepting to play by the terms of others, not realizing it has a draining cost for us ; sacrifice programming sets us on automatic rails. Sacrifice and savior programming can be very hidden in the layers which make them tricky to navigate. These are deep …

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Sabotage attempts and sabotage and self sabotage programming 37:31

1+ y ago37:31

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- negative AI working on sabotaging us- gangstalking and harassment as part of the sabotage programs - sabotage as part of mk ultra - triggering of SSP programming to push us in self-destruction, omega and self-sabotage programming - distracting reals - handlers programmed to sabotage others deliberately or unconsciously- isolation programming- neg…

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Rejecting matrix mk ultra programmed aspects and the wound of rejection 34:27

1+ y ago34:27

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• Entry points used by different ET factions and installed by mk ultra : lack of recognition, low self-esteem, sacrifice patterns• Relationships being challenged : experience of an overwhelming sense of rejection, preprogrammed abandonment, emotions taking over, projection of unhealed aspects and core wounds, triggering of SSP programming, being pu…

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Cover and false stories at the root of cover and false memories 32:30

1+ y ago32:30

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Cover and false memories are usually hiding the root of the nature of our true experience here. It is about our ability to question what has been going on under the surface of the story presented by and in the game. We can have cover memories about our childhood until we have deprogrammed to a certain point, also about the roles each member of our …

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The complexity & challenges of building on site & online community in front of radical engineering 40:58

1+ y ago40:58

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Many community spaces are proposed on the game map to encapsulate real original sparks and handle the way they are spending their time, focus and energy. The settings, the hierarchy, spiritual shopping or spiritual bypassing are often problematic. A lot of handling influences can be found at the heart of community spaces such as external authority …

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The real principles of aligned community building through real deprogramming from MK ultra 25:15

1+ y ago25:15

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Themes: - aligned community- sharing space- the problematic of false realities and false spirituality - lifetime Genius auras - fear, programming and unconscious erupting - spirited animals in communities- parasitic energies, disruptive elements and draining components in communities- the energy getting corrupted- the necessity to steadily deprogra…

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Distorted matrix feedback, AI feedback, hurtful feedback and aligned feedback connecting to spirit 49:37

1+ y ago49:37

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All originals here have been facing different kinds of feedback meant to trigger their mk ultra programming, including the unwanted feedback from gangstalkers or AI programs or true but hurtful feedback that is delivered in a demeaning way. Most unresolved original sparks struggle with showing accountability. One of the reasons is that they are not…

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Crossdimensional entrapment matrix systems custom made for each original spark walking the path here 27:47

1+ y ago27:47

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The matrix simulation aspects are so efficient to trigger our programming and encourage us to drift towards entrapment. So much that sometimes you don't realize you are letting yourself be entrapped for weeks and months. Any attachment here can be used as a trap. MK ultra is designed for us to be pushed into our negative beliefs, accepting choices …

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Extracting from the new age and dealing with targeting and the key aspects of recognizing frequency 17:50

1+ y ago17:50

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We realize quickly it's not as simple as the new age wants us to believe it is and there is much more to our experience here. It's a scene that can heavily gaslight you and push back a part of your experience that has to do with suffering. It does not cover certain aspects, like mind control that applies directly to our lives. Here original sparks …

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Eyes wide open during the artificiality and programming of the holiday season 33:16

1+ y ago33:16

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We are exiting a month during which the programming streamed through the media and our geographical areas has been intense. It's good to reflect on the amount of automatic and reactive programming around the December season of engineered low frequency rituals. Each operation linked to the holiday season can trigger different layers of programming s…

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Diving deeper into mkultra smear campaigns and the mirror image attempting to reverse responsibility 53:05

1+ y ago53:05

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A smear campaign is used to further a false narrative that handlers have been wronged to undermine the handlee's credibility and reputation with unverifiable rumors, distortions and outright lies. It is a classic mk ultra tactic that is meant to reverse the reality and to create a false image about a handlee breaking free from their mk ultra progra…

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The different aspects of ego and self deception in Real Original Sparks 41:16

1+ y ago41:16

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To walk in the light here, it's necessary to balance the ego side. The matrix always tries for real original sparks to be in ego and to take advantage of our ego parts.Many reals get offended when you start placing boundaries towards their unconscious invasions instead of becoming aware of the impact they are having on you. They project that you mu…