In this very first episode, I open up about my life before I even considered that something deeper might be going on. From the outside, I seemed fine — holding it together, making people laugh, and doing what I thought was “normal.” But inside, it was a different story. For years, I felt like I was constantly running on empty, overwhelmed, and misunderstood.

At the age of 33, I finally decided to stop brushing it off. This episode is raw, honest, and personal — a look into the life I lived before I began the journey toward understanding myself and seeking a diagnosis. If you’ve ever felt like you were silently struggling while everyone else just seemed to be “getting on with it,” this one’s for you.

Let’s start the conversation — unfiltered, unedited, and unapologetically real.