"I got tired of surviving. I wanted to actually live and understand why my life felt like a cycle I never chose." Malace Dshae

This Earth Xperience explores identity, survival, emotional honesty and the courage it takes to sit with your own story. Malace Dshae shares how her journey through childhood instability, betrayal, resentment and spiritual questions shaped the woman she is today. She talks about the moment she became aware of her patterns, how old wounds were still running her decisions and what it took to stop performing strength and start acknowledging truth.

We explore what it means to grow up fast, to protect yourself before you even understand why and the ways unresolved trauma hides inside the decisions you make. Malace explains how emotional numbness became a shield, how resentment formed from being the strong one and how faith felt confusing when life made her question her worth. She opens up about losing people she trusted, learning to forgive herself and recognizing the small moments that showed her she was ready to change.

Our conversation also follows her process of rediscovery. She talks about choosing peace over chaos, how she learned to communicate what she feels, and why honesty became a turning point in her relationships. Malace shares the lessons that helped her rebuild her mind, her voice and her sense of direction.

Each Earth Xperience has its own fingerprint, shaped by the story of the guest. The X represents whatever we explore together. In this episode, the X is an Experience with Malace Dshae, a creator who uses reflection, storytelling and transparency to help others recognize patterns, protect their peace and rebuild their identity.

You can connect with her on TikTok and Instagram at @real.dshae. If you want to support her directly you can use her Cash App $royalkare.

Questions to reflect on
• What emotion have you been carrying that you rarely talk about?
• Which patterns feel familiar even though you never chose them?
• When did survival become your normal?
• What would it look like to release resentment without forgetting your story?
• How do you know when you are ready for real change?
• What does peace feel like in your body and how often do you give yourself access to it?
• What relationship in your life needs more honesty, either from you or toward you?