Eva’s spent years wrestling with one of the most loaded questions in a woman’s life: Do I actually want kids? In this episode, she finally names her answer—not from pressure or panic, but from a deep exhale that arrived when her real life (and real relationship) reflected the truth she’d been circling for years. She and Kyley trace the grief, conditioning, cultural expectations, plant medicine visions, and tiny moments of clarity that led her to choose a childfree path—and the freedom, tenderness, and community that decision opens up.
If you’ve been wrestling with this question yourself—or just feeling the weight of needing to decide—we hope this conversation offers clarity, comfort, and the confidence to trust your own timing.
What we cover in this episode:

✨ The relief that surfaced when Eva stopped forcing clarity and started listening to her body
🧭 The emotional undertow of indecision, timelines, and the fear of “getting it wrong”
🥲 The grief that lives inside every path—motherhood, not-motherhood, and unlived lives
🧨 How cultural and familial expectations shape who women believe they’re supposed to be
🌿 The plant medicine ceremony that revealed the beauty and the cost of motherhood
🏡 Reimagining belonging: chosen family, community, and aging without kids
🧡 Meeting regret with maturity instead of letting it dictate your choices
🔥 The unexpected empowerment inside letting your life be shaped by truth, not pressure
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