In this deeply personal episode of 'Suicide Zen Forgiveness,' Elaine Lindsay shares her emotional journey of losing her father on March 9, 2025. Elaine discusses the challenges she faced, including her struggles with waiting, the importance of honoring her father's wish to stay in his home, and the meticulous funeral arrangements. She provides a heartfelt tribute to her father, celebrated as a hero and a deeply decent human being. Throughout her narrative, Elaine interweaves family history, reflections on her Scottish-Irish roots, and the profound impact her father had on her life. This episode serves as a poignant reminder of the importance of family, memory, and the process of grieving.

00:00 Introduction and Personal Update

00:26 The Struggle with Waiting

01:29 Remembering My Father

01:47 The Day of My Father's Passing

06:08 The Importance of Home

10:09 The Funeral Arrangements

13:48 The Waiting Continues

23:05 Final Goodbye and Reflections

28:03 Conclusion and Message to Viewers