Series 5: Borderline in Wonderland - Emotions like storms. Love like fire. A heart that’s too big for this tiny teacup world.

E90: Through the Door Halfway — Struggling to Trust Love Love in Wonderland isn’t always a fairytale—it’s a door half-open, half-closed, always uncertain.

In this episode, we step into the confusing corridor of trusting love while living with borderline personality disorder. What does it mean to crave closeness but fear being consumed by it? How do you let someone in when part of you is already preparing for the pain of goodbye? “Through the Door Halfway” explores the push-and-pull of intimacy, the suspicion that safety might be an illusion, and the deep yearning for connection that often collides with emotional survival instincts. Come along as we navigate the threshold between fear and love, and try—just for a moment—to keep the door open.