In this deeply moving episode of "Soul Wide Open," host Michelle Renee sits down with Robert Ortiz, the man who once broke into her home and held her and her daughter hostage. Together, they explore the profound journey of healing, focusing on the power of compassion and understanding in transforming their lives.

The importance of compassion and understanding in the healing process, even after experiencing trauma and violence, is a central theme in the podcast episode featuring Michelle Renee and one of her and her daughters kidnappers, Robert Ortiz. Their conversation highlights how both individuals, despite their vastly different experiences, found a path toward healing through love, empathy, and forgiveness.

After receiving a letter from Michelle and her daughter expressing their desire to let go of anger and resentment, he was profoundly impacted. The letter served as a catalyst for his transformation, prompting him to reevaluate his life choices and the man he wanted to become. This moment of compassion from his victims allowed him to step back from his past actions and commit to a path of healing and personal growth.

Joining them in this part one of a two-part series is Michelle's brother, Dave, who played a crucial role in supporting her and her daughter throughout their healing process and during the trial. This episode delves into their collective stories, the complexities of forgiveness, and how they are sharing their message of hope and resilience with the world. Tune in for an unforgettable conversation that challenges the boundaries of healing and connection.

Conversation Highlights:

00:10 - Introduction and significance of the interview.

02:37 - Robert Ortiz's childhood story.

05:44 - Childhood responsibilities and rebellion.

11:10 - Sense of belonging in crime.

17:23 - Navigating life after parole.

18:36 - Losing control and masculinity.

27:12 - Piece of humanity never left.

28:27 - Dave's Story: Shattered glass

33:51 - Trial and trauma experience.

36:34 - Witness protection and trauma.

42:34 - Healing through love and forgiveness.

51:02 - Redemption through personal struggles.

56:46 - Parenting and addiction recovery.

01:08 - Restorative justice and personal growth.

1:11:52 - Self-improvement in prison.

1:15:29 - Ancestors and generational healing.

1:24:10 - Spiritual healing.

1:28:55 - Face-to-face meeting with family.

Quotes:

"This is what it looks like when we choose to heal our entire life and when we put love, compassion, and understanding at the absolute center of our lives"

"One of my biggest triggers is losing control."

"I can't reach out to call anybody and ask for help because I'm gonna feel like less of a man or I'm gonna feel like a loser."

"That night broke me open in ways that I could never, ever, ever have imagined."

"She was totally gone. There was no Michelle."

"I was in a totally different kind of prison than what you were in."

"It was a calling that I, I mean, I'm gonna say divine, creator, God, whatever you wanna call it, was absolutely calling me to do this."

"If I don't, as a mother, right now, teach her that there's another way, I'm gonna cause her more harm than you could have ever caused her."

"I made the decision to stay up for two days. I made the decision to drink and drive, and I got in that car."

"I realized, sitting in that room of a bunch of men telling the truth, that I had been denying the truth my whole life, that I was damaging the people that I care about."

"I had my own prison sentence going on that nobody knew about, that I was running from, that wasn't even real."

"I no longer see myself as a monster. And actually, your words, you helped humanize me again."

"Nothing has grounded me like this, where I just call on my ancestors for help."

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Freedom 4 Youth [email protected]

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