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On my 42nd birthday, I finally hit record. This first episode is a raw, honest origin story: life in the gig economy, working 50–60 hours a week to keep the lights on, and the moment in my car when everything bottomed out—and opened up. From toxic “think your way rich” self-help to a simple, practical mindfulness that met me right where I was (hands on the wheel, breath in the chest), I share how paying attention turned grinding anxiety into a surprising, steady peace.
You’ll hear:
- How financial pressure, long hours, and late fees set the stage—and why I started this show anyway.
- The text from a delivery customer that nudged me to begin.
- What “Standing Nowhere” means: trusting direct experience over concepts, and the shared heart of wisdom across traditions—Jesus, Buddha, and beyond.
- Easy, real-world practices you can try while driving, walking, or brushing your teeth to come back to now.
If bills wake you up at 3 a.m., if you’re burned out, or if you’re simply curious about a gentler way to move through your day, this one’s for you. Thanks for listening—and if it resonates, follow, rate, and share the show with someone who’s in the grind. More conversations, practices, and guests to come.
This episode discusses depression, financial stress, and past suicidal thoughts. Please take care while listening.
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Chapters
1. I Don’t Know What I’m Doing — Gig Work, Mindfulness, and Starting This Podcast (00:00:00)
2. Birthday Start (why today) (00:00:37)
3. Cost Of Living Crush (move to Gilbert) (00:04:54)
4. Red Mornings (daily in the red) (00:09:37)
5. Self-Help Backfire (affirmations harm) (00:11:21)
6. Mindfulness Spark (Wherever You Go) (00:13:14)
7. From Mourning To Peace (opening happens) (00:16:33)
8. DoorDash Nudge (start the podcast) (00:22:52)
9. Direct Experience (six sense spheres) (00:29:15)
10. Turn Back Within (repent, enoughness) (00:37:21)
11. Maybe Farmer (trust the unfolding) (00:40:37)
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