In this week’s Listener Series episode, I sit down with Megan to explore the layered and emotional journey of holding both immense gratitude and deep grief. After years of infertility, a traumatic ectopic pregnancy, and two rounds of IVF, Megan finally became pregnant with her miracle baby, but her story didn’t end there.

What followed was a high-risk pregnancy marked by preeclampsia, a NICU stay, and a traumatic C-section that left Megan under general anesthesia, missing the birth of her son. In this powerful conversation, Megan shares the duality of her experience, the joy of finally becoming a parent, and the trauma of how it unfolded.

In this episode, you’ll hear about:
🩺 Megan’s IVF and infertility journey
💔 The trauma of a life-threatening ectopic pregnancy
⚠️ Developing preeclampsia and being hospitalized at 34 weeks
🩻 An emergency C-section under general anesthesia after failed spinal and ketamine
👶 Meeting her baby in the NICU for the first time from a hospital bed
🧠 Processing PTSD, flashbacks, and ongoing triggers
💬 The importance of therapy, storytelling, and self-compassion in healing
🌈 What it’s like to consider future pregnancy after trauma

Resources Mentioned:

• Postpartum Support International
• The Birth Trauma Mama Support Resources
• Talk therapy, PTSD support, and NICU family support services

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