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This episode of The Lavender Fix podcast features Jennifer Stout: a 30-year-old single mother and former member of the Mormon church, based in the United States. Jennifer grew up deeply embedded in religious tradition, conditioned to believe that being chosen; by a man, by a church, by a family system — was the ultimate goal.

But when she said yes to a proposal her gut was screaming no to, and found herself pregnant and alone just weeks after her wedding, she was forced to confront a lifetime of self-abandonment. What followed was a long, raw journey through divorce, motherhood, and unlearning.

In this episode, Jennifer shares what it means to leave the life she was taught to want — and build a new one rooted in self-trust, emotional healing, and conscious motherhood.

• What does it mean to deconstruct faith and identity while raising a child?
• How do we unlearn love shaped by survival?
• What happens when we stop asking to be chosen, and start choosing ourselves?

Tune in to find out!

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