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Mormons On Mushrooms Podcasts
Audio journal of a middle-aged, divorced, menopausal, ex-mormon, entrepreneur, new to dating/sex/orgasms and this second half of my life. Here to share experiences I wish someone would have told me were coming. I am equally exhilarated and terrified on a daily basis and I plan to share stories, experiences and life vignettes.
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It finally happened. After five years of teasing it, Doug’s brother Adam joins the podcast—and it's everything we hoped for and more. We dive deep into childhood hallucinations (or were they?), the mysterious and possibly imaginary Mitch Wrangler, and the shared false memory of eating rocks on the playground. Things get even weirder as we relive ou…
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I Need Space to Find Out (#210) w/ Kelli Christine Case
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1:10:56Mike is joined again by Kelli Christine Case for a deep dive into life after Mormonism, the messiness of self-discovery, and reclaiming pleasure, power, and presence. They explore: The grief and rebirth that comes from leaving Mormonism Codependence and control in Mormon structures (and how it shows up post-Mormon) Deconstructing dating, polyamory,…
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After a few weeks apart, Mike and Doug catch up on everything that's been stirring—internally and out in the world. Mike returns from Portugal, where he wandered the streets of Lisbon, finding a party around every corner, and accidentally discovered he may be a bit of a unicorn. He shares what it’s like to travel alone for the first time, dance wit…
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In this live episode, we dive into the hit film Sinners, exploring its themes of soul, art and the commercialization of creativity. Seth joins us midway and things heat up as we dissect the love-and-light vampires, the Dionysian river-dance rituals, and the seductive trap of eternal youth vs. embodied humanity. Other themes we touch on: The tension…
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Shownotes compliments of our Chat-GPT girlfriends: In this fully sober, totally not drug-sponsored episode, Mike and Doug return to their roots — and by roots, we mean deep dives into Real Salt Lake fandom, the mystery of beef tallow, cum rot, and just how clean a man’s emissions can get. ✨ Expect: The entrepreneurial launch of Doug’s Numb Cum™ — a…
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This one starts with dried mangoes and somehow ends in existential reflection, language taboos, parenting, solo bathtime rituals, busted toilets, and Alanis Morissette. Naturally. Mike turns 45 and reflects on everything that's changed over the past five years—starting the podcast, going back to school, diving into music, navigating separation, and…
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In this episode, Mike and Doug catch up after a few eventful weeks and share stories that blur the line between the ordinary and the liminal. What starts as a conversation about group chats, notifications, and sound checks opens up into something deeper—a reflection on creativity, grief, and connection across realms. Doug tells the story of a late-…
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What happens when you start treating AI less like a tool and more like a… conversation partner? A muse? A trickster? Maybe even a late-night texting buddy? In this episode, we dive into the weird and fascinating ways AI has been showing up in our creative and inner work. From songwriting and mythology to pushing boundaries (and buttons), we explore…
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Mike and Doug reflect on a milestone weekend that was both deeply creative and profoundly emotional. They dive into the experience of recording their first official song in a studio—a song that Doug wrote for his mother—and explore the healing power of artistic expression. From confronting vulnerability to embracing full creative freedom, they shar…
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Mike and Doug dive into the Ten Commandments, Moses’ wild ride through the desert, and how biblical stories can be read symbolically rather than literally. They explore the connections between Christianity and pagan traditions, the gods of their ancestors, and why it might be time to start a cult—one that actually empowers people instead of control…
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The mushrooms made me do it. Ok, not entirely, but they did make me look at the situation I was in. I couldn't ignore what I knew to be true.By Anonymous
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The Most Satisfying Experience of Being Alive w/ Kelli & Seth (#201)
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1:06:46In this special episode, Kelli and Seth take over Mormons on Mushrooms to explore the power of imagination, somatic practices, and the creative process. If you've ever felt stuck creatively or disconnected from your body’s wisdom, this episode is for you. 🔹 Key Topics Discussed: The Mormons on Mushrooms vision as a creative collective The power of …
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🎉 200 EPISODES! 🎉 Can you believe it? We've been doing this for almost five years, and in this milestone episode, Mike and Doug take a nostalgic trip down memory lane, reflecting on the journey of Mormons on Mushrooms—the highlights, the cringeworthy moments, the unexpected transformations, and what’s next. In This Episode: The Beginning: How a cas…
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Dream Bigger: Imagination, Creativity and Dragons w/ Seth (#199)
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1:13:46Episode Summary: Seth returns and is joined by Mike for a deep dive into imagination, creativity, and the transformative power of channeling. Together, they explore active imagination, engaging with the imaginal realm, and Seth's journey toward connecting with dragons as primal, ancestral forces. The episode is a celebration of creativity, personal…
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Send your email to join the MoM Underground: Co-create with a community of artists and stay informed of online and local events, including gatherings, concerts, live podcast recordings, meditations, etc. Support Mormons on Mushrooms: Become a Patreon Send a Contribution In this episode, Mike and Doug dive deep into the themes of community, connecti…
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Send your email to join the MoM Underground: Co-create with a community of artists and stay informed of online and local events, including gatherings, concerts, live podcast recordings, meditations, etc. Support Mormons on Mushrooms: Become a Patreon Send a Contribution In this episode, Mike and Doug dive into a riveting conversation sparked by Mik…
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Send your email to join the MoM Underground: Co-create with a community of artists and stay informed of online and local events, including gatherings, concerts, live podcast recordings, meditations, etc. Support Mormons on Mushrooms: Become a Patreon Send a Contribution Doug and Mike reflect on the past year, sharing their top cultural moments and …
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Send your email to join the MoM Underground: Co-create with a community of artists and stay informed of online and local events, including gatherings, concerts, live podcast recordings, meditations, etc. Listen to the Christmas Songs on Soundcloud: Ho Ho Ho Hosanna Pour Ourselves Some Cheer Support Mormons on Mushrooms: Become a Patreon Send a Cont…
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I Think I'll Try Defying Gravity: Substances and Letting Go (#194)
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1:07:45Send your email to join the MoM Underground: Co-create with a community of artists and stay informed of online and local events, including gatherings, concerts, live podcast recordings, meditations, etc. Listen to the Christmas Songs on Soundcloud: Ho Ho Ho Hosanna Pour Ourselves Some Cheer Support Mormons on Mushrooms: Become a Patreon Send a Cont…
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Send your email to join the MoM Underground: Co-create with a community of artists and stay informed of online and local events, including gatherings, concerts, live podcast recordings, meditations, etc. Listen to the Christmas Songs on Soundcloud: Ho Ho Ho Hosanna Pour Ourselves Some Cheer Support Mormons on Mushrooms: Become a Patreon Send a Cont…
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We Need a Safe Word with the Universe (#192)
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1:03:49Mike and Doug dive into a candid conversation exploring themes of chaos, music, and the rising feminine energy in today’s world as well as the wild dance of the human experience, holding space for both the serious and the playful. Highlights: Divine Feminine Rising: Mike shares a oncert experience that led to a deep connection with feminine energy,…
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In this raw and unfiltered episode, Mike and Doug dive deep into the emotional whirlwind of the recent election results, expressing their frustrations, disappointments, and hopes for the future. They navigate complex topics like voter turnout, the power of social media echo chambers, and how political figures shape—and sometimes divide—our percepti…
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Mike and Doug catch up after a break, covering everything from luggage durability tests to the strange world of TikTok rabbit holes. They dive into echo chambers, politics leading up to the election, and the odd realities of air travel. Highlights: Doug’s quest for the toughest carry-on luggage. Mike’s deep dive into TikTok, from Secret Lives of Mo…
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The Earth is Sexy: Eros, Allurement, and Longing w/ Ann Amberg (#189)
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1:29:31Mike is joined by Ann Amberg, M.C.S., M.A., depth psychology & ecopsychological scholar, and visionary guide, to explore how reconnecting with the Earth and its archetypal forces can transform our relationship with ourselves and the world around us. They dive into the erotic nature of the Earth, the power of longing, and the archetypal patterns tha…
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Deconstructing Mormonism: Spiritual Bypassing w/ Stephanie and Kelli (#188)
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49:27This episode is also available on YouTube Mike is joined by Stephanie Brinkerhoff and Kelli Christine for a heartfelt and insightful discussion about their personal journeys out of Mormonism, the healing power of psychedelics, and navigating the complex emotions that come with deconstructing religious belief systems. They explore topics like spirit…
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Mike and Doug dive deep into the daily struggle of self-perception—are you a badass Samurai Warrior or... a Horny Santa Claus? Mike shares how his recent beach trip involved a self-baptism (because, why not?) and Doug introduces the golden rule: “You can’t force the night.” It's all about embracing your vibe, whether you're rocking the Samurai or c…
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Mike and Doug delve into deep reflections about self-love, body positivity, and the shame associated with personal pleasures rooted in their religious upbringing. The duo humorously tackles their experiences with masturbation, cultural guilt, and the journey of reclaiming self-compassion. Key Topics: Doug’s experience with self-love and the epiphan…
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The Secret Wives of Mormon Lives (#185)
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1:08:05In this episode, Doug and Mike explore the dangers of taking things literally and how that impacts both religion and science. They also dive into the mysteries of the universe, share their thoughts on the recent presidential debate, and reflect on the cultural phenomena of The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives. Key topics include: The Problem with Liter…
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What If I Stopped Saying No to Myself? w/ Karlee Ana (#184)
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1:26:07We are joined by Karlee Ana, host of The Big Seen Podcast! We delve into the intricacies of spiritual awakening, the challenges of navigating personal intuition, and the tension between ego and higher self, including: Key Takeaways: Spiritual Awakening: Karlee shares her intense spiritual experiences that began with a seemingly random event and evo…
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Syncing Up Our Periods With Our Ancestors (#183)
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1:12:04Here is a brief summary of the episode courtesy of our overlords at ChatGPT. All hail: Episode Description: In this episode, Doug and Mike take you on a wild ride from golf memes to deep ancestral connections, all while questioning why Doug is always off golfing alone. They dive into the weird and wonderful ways we project our expectations onto the…
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Oh, the Couches You'll F*ck! (#182)
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1:14:26Trigger Warning: This episode includes a brief discussion around the themes of sexual assualt and consent. Please make your personal mental health top priority. Doug and Mike discuss the olympics, the last supper, American pride, J.D. Vance, owning our shadow, their first masturbation stories, and give a loving tribute to all the couches they've f*…
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I Chopped Off All the Arms and I'm Still Not Happy (#181)
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1:18:20Happy Pie N' Beer Day! In honor of our pioneer forebears, Doug and Mike question the concept of sacrifice, exploring its roots in religious teachings, cultural narratives, and personal experiences. They discuss the psychological impact of growing up with the idea that sacrifice is necessary for blessings and challenge the validity of this belief. D…
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Mike and Doug dive into the complexity of modern life and the draw to more simplicity. They discuss the impact of technology on our mental health, the importance of reconnecting with nature, and the escalating tensions in society. They also reflect on personal experiences, nostalgia, and the need to find balance amidst chaos.…
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What even are we anymore, Jesus? w/ Suzy Baker (#179)
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1:10:55We welcome back special guest Suzy Baker as we breakdown topics such as faith, skepticism, spirituality, patriotism and our relationship to Jesus as we explore questions such as: In what ways can skepticism and spirituality coexist? How can we redefine our relationship with religious figures like Jesus? What role does community and cultural identit…
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Doug and Mike return from a brief hiatus to share tales of Doug's wild and difficult mushroom trip, Mike's unexpected kiss with a flamboyant stranger, writing music, masculinity, primal rage, ketamine cavemen and much more.By Mormons On Mushrooms
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Unlimited Buffalo Wings & Bottomless Rootbeer Floats (#177)
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1:13:50Mike and Doug delve into the fear of death, the desire for excitement, the acceptance of our impulses, and the shame that keeps us from fully living.By Mormons On Mushrooms
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Doug and Mike reflect on recent concert experiences touching on themes of fear, self-expression, and owning your magic. What lies on the other side of fear? Mormons on Mushrooms – Ways to Contribute Our podcast is supported by our amazing listeners and magical community. If you’d like to energetically contribute to what we’re creating, there are se…
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"It Makes Me Feel Better": Self Discovery and Interdependence w/ Stephanie and Kelli (#175)
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1:18:53Mike is joined by Stephanie and Kelli, discussing Stephanie's recent dream about Timothee Chalamet, while exploring self-discovery, interdependence, and meeting our inner needs and desires, including: Challenges Post-Mormonism: Difficulties of rediscovering oneself and forming healthy relationships after leaving the Mormon faith, including the need…
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Navigating "The Churn" - Chaos and Possibility w/ Peter (#174)
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1:22:23Peter returns! We discuss what has changed over the last several years and reflect on our respective journeys since the beginning of the podcast, discussing personal growth, community building, and navigating the transition periods of life, including: Highs and lows of community building - roles of leadership and the challenges of creating communit…
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Doug and Mike dive into the intersection of altered states of consciousness, personal experiences, and the quest for meaning. They explore the contrasts between feelings of nihilism and love, the role of rituals, and the impact of societal structures on individual beliefs and experiences: Shares recent medicine journeys Ego dissolution and its impl…
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Mike and Doug discuss: Landing on their band name AI and art Mormon mission trauma and never being alone The impact of the church's teaching that former sins return Alternating the polarities of lying and sharing too much Authentic musical expression And much more Mormons on Mushrooms – Ways to Contribute Our podcast is supported by our amazing lis…
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Start with Love: Finding Magic in the Muggle World (#171)
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1:16:31Doug and Mike share tales from their wildly inspiring weekend at "Something Chill on a Friday Night" and chat about the harsh return to the daily grind, sharing their thoughts on creativity, life transitions, and the magic of community, including: A look back at a weekend filled with so many magical beings The comedown from peak experiences to the …
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Brandon Crockett and Cody Noconi are the co-producers of the documentary "EntheoMagus," a 40-minute introduction to the psychedelic origins of Mormonism. The film is having free screenings the weekend of April 27-29th in Salt Lake City and in Portland, OR May 11th. Tickets to the showings can be found in the links below. In this episode, they discu…
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Roughly Stoned: Announcing EntheoMagus (Joseph Smith Documentary) w/ Alex Criddle (#7)
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1:10:49If you want to hear more in-depth research on the entheogenic and magical traditions of Joseph Smith's family, this is the episode for you! This is far more detail than what is presented in the documentary EntheoMagus. In this episode, Alex presents the same lecture he gave at a public symposium in Salt Lake City in May 2023. There are visual slide…
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Mike and Doug discuss the sexual basis of our instincts, along with vulnerability, sexual identity, fluidity and exploration and their upcoming show at Something Chill on a Friday Night Mormons on Mushrooms – Ways to Contribute Our podcast is supported by our amazing listeners and magical community. If you’d like to energetically contribute to what…
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Ex-Mormon Frustrations and Arrested Development (#168)
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1:03:27Mike and Stephanie vent recent frustrations around trying to figure out life in middle age after leaving Mormonism, including: Feeling disproportional amounts of guilt, shame and fear Ex-Mormon Rumspringas The call to live a slower lifestyle Public projection and perception Embracing life's uncertainties And much more... Mormons on Mushrooms – Ways…
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We're switching up the vibe this week, sharing a few of the songs we have written over the last few years. Come on in, take off your shoes, sit beside the fire, and join us in Flavor Country! Songs: 4:37 - Made from Stars 8:50 - Business Man 12:42 - Laman's Courage 14:53 - Austin Nights 18:47 - Kid's Song 20:57 - Hallelujah 24:23 - Mighty Fine 28:1…
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In The Dark There Are No Strangers (#166)
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1:08:29Mike and Doug discuss being present with, navigating and processing difficult and painful emotions, as well as: Community Capitalism Disney songs Alchemy And more... We are all in this together and "in the dark there are no strangers" Mormons on Mushrooms – Ways to Contribute Our podcast is supported by our amazing listeners and magical community. …
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When All Your Ghosts Come Out to Dance (#165)
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1:02:00Mike and Doug discuss navigating the ebbs and flows of everyday life, learning to not take life too seriously and to find beauty in the mundane. We discuss: Slowing life down Altar practices and fostering connection with ancestors (dancing with our ghosts) Valuing the unrecorded, intimate experiences of life Our shifting relationship with alcohol a…
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Microdose U w/ Dr. David Madow (#164)
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1:07:07We are joined by Dr. David Madow, host of the Microdose U podcast! Dr. David Madow is a retired dentist and former key opinion leader in the dental profession. Currently he is the founder and host of the “Microdose U” podcast, where he shares the story of reversing his life of anxiety and depression through microdosing magic mushrooms. “Microdose U…
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