Manage episode 512612327 series 3471081
One late night. A hospital corridor. A single map that read, “You are here.”
Everything in me wanted to run ahead- to outcomes, to answers, to safety. But this episode is about what happens when we stay.
In this deeply personal reflection, I share the night my husband had a heart attack - not to tell a story of crisis, but to explore how presence holds us when life tilts sideways. It’s an invitation into the real practice of mindfulness: not the perfect calm of a meditation cushion, but the quiet courage to meet uncertainty one breath at a time.
We’ll talk about how fear writes its own stories, how the body signals what the mind avoids, and how choosing awareness over anxiety changes everything -from hospital rooms to everyday moments of overwhelm.
If you’ve ever faced the unknown and longed for steadiness, this episode is for you. Tune in to learn what it means to stay here now, even when every part of you wants to run ahead.
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Chapters
1. Why Practice Presence (00:00:00)
2. You Practice For The Tests (00:01:14)
3. Heart Attack: The Moment Arrives (00:01:33)
4. Melanoma Memories And Fear (00:03:38)
5. Symptoms And ER Decisions (00:05:08)
6. Waiting Outside The Cath Lab (00:06:51)
7. Choosing Presence Over Fear (00:06:52)
8. What Presence Really Means (00:07:43)
9. Midnight Transfer And The Map (00:07:52)
10. Thoughts, Wills, And Letting Go (00:09:03)
11. Emptiness In A Hospital Hallway (00:10:13)
12. Fear Lives In The Future (00:11:21)
13. Choosing Thoughts, Not Spirals (00:12:37)
14. The Wake-Up Call: Slow Down (00:13:04)
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