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The moment my son transitioned beyond physical form, my entire spiritual practice was put to the ultimate test. That night, sitting before my altar, drowning in grief, I witnessed something extraordinary—points of white light shooting upward across the planet. Through my son's consciousness, I realized I was seeing prayers rising for our family, an experience that would launch me into a profound spiritual awakening.
This episode explores the metaphor of the ego as a wild horse trapped in the pen of grief. When crisis strikes—whether through death, diagnosis, or devastating betrayal—our ego thrashes against unchangeable reality, desperate to escape what cannot be undone. But what if the purpose isn't to break free? What if instead, these moments of confinement are opportunities for the deepest spiritual growth?
Through my journey of connecting with my son's consciousness on the other side, I discovered that the relationship between soul and ego isn't meant to be one of dominance but partnership. Traditional spiritual practices often approach the ego with masculine discipline, forcefully bringing it under control. Yet there exists another path—loving the ego into surrender rather than whipping it into submission.
When we fully accept what cannot be changed—including our own eventual transition beyond physical form—something remarkable happens. We begin to "wake up in the game" of life while still playing it. Our presence becomes more sacred, our actions more purposeful, as we move through the world with the understanding that we are souls having a temporary human experience.
For those navigating grief or spiritual awakening, this episode offers a roadmap for reconciling the human experience with spiritual truth. By creating coherence between our soul and our "wild horse" ego, we can live from an expanded perspective that transforms even our most painful experiences into catalysts for growth. The way, as my son told me from beyond, "is not complicated, but it's not easy."
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